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yupp,im here,and im posting just like JiaLing told me to...
getting totally addicted to the song 'perfect' (come on u know who's it by right) but it always breaks my heart in two, just like 'everytime'.

in church debbie and co. were dragging me to say hi to mrs diane ang but i won (muahahha.) ! so much for resistance is futile...perhaps gazing from afar is safer, im a lil' scared of her.
raced home for a disaster drum practice,annoyed with myself. must adjust more to my songs and rock it, got 14 days before my debut and ive gotta feel *****[5star]good.
and lalala,back to work.but before that...

here's 'perfect',can't help but put da lyrics here. (tears)

Hey dad look at meThink back and talk to meDid I grow up according to plan?And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?But it hurts when you disapprove all alongAnd now I try hard to make itI just want to make you proudI'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't pretend thatI'm alrightAnd you can't change me'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfectI try not to thinkAbout the pain I feel insideDid you know you used to be my hero?All the days you spent with meNow seem so far awayAnd it feels like you don't care anymoreAnd now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for youI can't stand another fightAnd nothing's alright'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfectNothing's gonna change the things that you saidNothing's gonna make this right againPlease don't turn your backI can't believe it's hardJust to talk to youBut you don't understand'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfectNow it's just too late and We can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

sorry its messed up;but i cant be perfect

i just wanna say sorry to everyone ive hurt too, in my life, cause there's bound to be some mistakes ive made...

ending on a happier note!;) please help find blogskins for me if ya can! appreciate it,i do. [yoda]