James and the Giant Peach

guns & roses
	Thursday, August 30, 2007 `'And these chucks will be my lifelong optimism.' "AND IT'S MY FAULT, ALL OVER AGAIN." I'm not even feeling angry right now, just useless and pathetic. Why do I break so easily behind my Mother's back? What power does she have, that can ruin me and cause so many tissues to be used, hence killing Earth. Actually that was all my fault. Cause, it's always my fault. Let me quote a few from Mother Dear. An incident! Woahohs. She b___ed to the adults and all, about my marks and constantly degrades me daily. -To Tuition Teacher-: "Manen de hua yu chengdu, shi "Below Average" de. Ta xu yao tuition, zhe ge xing qi..." ["Go and get a pen and write this down now."] "Monday? 2pm? Hao." "Tuesday, 1pm?" "Then either Thursday or Friday we can fit in one class lah. Xiexie! Dui bu qi manen YOU mei you zuo ni de gong ke." Basically, she was implying directly that I am failing in the aspects of: time management, lazy to do her tuition homework, very slack and grades are atrocious, "poor performance" in general. I'm sure you get the picture. And thens, wows. "I am going to teach you the whole year Science syllabus in that one week. Because I can clearly see you are not coping well." and then she smiles and gives me a hug again like nothing's wrong, cause it really doesn't mean a thing to her. And what about the power failure tmr. I'm actually disappointed I didn't even get to say goodbye to my class, which I love more than Mother now. I'm sorry, I'm honestly not biased but to someone who is terribly insensitive as you can see this is beyond an understatement. Well to continue. "Well, I'm so happy!" "This means, you can" "Stay home and do all your tuition homework, piano, your whatever LD thing, and at least 1 1/2 hours of Science with me." "And if your tuition happens to cut into your time then..." "Well you will have to forfeit going back to your primary school." -twinkles- "I don't care whatever you say!" She has long since turned into Umbridge. Signs and symptoms, are just too strong. "And your msning now is a waste of time. Can you just call your classmate to confirm there's no school tmr?" "Who cares you are not going tmr. I want you to wake up at 8 and finish all your tuition. "It's really all your fault your grades are dropping." And if that's not enough, I think back to what Chan said. -smiles, but to me rather a grimace.- "What happened?" -folds arms- "Is it your partner?" [No.] "Is it the monitor duties?" [No.] -my fists clench- -before she has a chance to cut in.- "It's my time management problem again." -smug smile- "So you know what to do for Term 4, then." [Thank you, Ms Chan.] I receive the report book and hesitantly and reluctantly look at the grades. I don't even know why I bother. After all, isn't everything lower than an A1 useless to Her? When I topped the class in English, did she care? She knows nothing about the kindness award, which 1 Truth thought I deserved for Term 2, but I really don't deserve it. And see? Chan, I'm so unstable, woahs I need counselling! And what's more. I'm AskinG for it. What better way(: Your monitor, in shreds. And what do you feel Accomplishment? Who's the one who needs reflection now. Me, or am I just putting the blame on various people who have caused obstacles in my short life of 13 and a half years. You know, I never ever go out. Only for projects, which she scolds me cause I have too many of them. She's monitoring everything I do. She plans to come back from JB earlier, to continue intensive training. And oh yes, she walked into my room just now and didn't even see me crying. When she went out I blew it. 25 minutes straight, I was even gasping for breath. That was the worst ever breakdown I think. I kept thinking of her words. Of Chan's evaluations. Of Shu helping me. She's such a nice friend, and I don't deserve the help. With everyone asleep at that hour.. it really felt very alone. With Shuqing knowing my plight, that was better. I felt so bad. Like, she has a plantation and I used tons of tissue, there was barely a few plys left. Save Earth, I would rather die. And, good riddance maybe she'd think. She wouldn't have to train me in all my subjects to score high. She wouldn't have to waste her breath on me. Haha. And by the way, I really don't wanna participate in the Family Concert. I am feeling no churchly ties. Conspiracy; I really wanna study with Shu at the library, it will really help, like when Erina taught me Math. And she willingly offered to tutor me more, but then I was too afraid to even raise the subject to my mother, a math teacher. Erratic breaths and gasps. I don't have an inhaler, nor do I want one. I was hoping I might get a heart attack, but the critical moment's passed, awhdarn. Then she could see how I died. Then maybe I'd matter' Just this little bit more. It's not my fault? Why's it not? All this trouble. Doesn't it revolve around me? Black hole;. It's worse than the worlds colliding, cause One Truth was always there. As for just now, I felt so alone. It's worse than that other dilemma we'd had recently. Manz. I really don't want this to come across as some b___ing post about my Mother or unfairness and cliche shit in this world. Because I don't mean that. I just want to remember this incident, and how Shu Qing helped me so. I think my eyes are bloodshot and my face just looks a huge mess, yeah I threw myself on the floor to breathe better so what. Ooh, self-hurt talk in school today. That helped, tons. And I just laughed it off at first. I didn't know how it related. So quickly, so something which happened to me. `300807. 11:34 PM Tuesday, August 28, 2007 100th Post - Symptoms and Signs _________________________________________________ TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, ohyahs. so today, the whole entire recess, TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, we purposely went to the rooftop garden, TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and started moonwalking. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, that means, we walk on the spot. so that more rain will fall on us. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and then we purposely walked back and forth and bluffed ourselves "Oh now is D&T right!" "Ah yeah!" TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, -we walk all the way to the D&T room in the pouring rain and keep smiling- TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, "Ohhhh! Aiyah! Just remembered! NO D&T! " TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, -gasp- TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, "Okay! Time to walk back IN THE RAIN !!" TwinsEffect.` { Heroine} , lames. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and then we ate curry rice and popsicles . ( hot and cold ) and stand in front of fans and where there's most wind. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and then we retardedly walk in and out of rainspots TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and you have no idea what i am talking about TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, ran in the rain to macs with a gay umbrella. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, so lame. got drenched, hair slicked black. nice dp, by the way. happy tree friends. i used to have the ringtone. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, -saves msn convo- ... says: LOL TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, LOLS. ... says: ... *______________________________________________* Haha. Hope to see you, Ning x Yinga, and all the other 6 Patience peeps, on Friiiiday. PL Primary! Mrs Lau. And the other teachers, woah imagine meeting Ms SH Goh again? I should be less intimidated of her by now, right..? Self-delusions, oh illusions(: TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, and then just now i bathed in max cold water TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, AND THEN SIA ... says: LOL TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, RUNNING NOSE !!! TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, JIAYOH ! TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, SHIT NO MORE RUNNING NOSE TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, ALL YOUR FAULT TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, TALK TO YOU THENS. ... says: -.o TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, ZOMG. TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, LMAO. ... says: im influencial ... says: : ... says: like running nose can let u pon school TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, yahs ofcuz cannot TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, i was hoping for fever TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, fat chance, i am IMMUNE to all kinds of weather. shit. ... says: lol ... says: u gd immune system TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, i don't like that TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, hehe ... says: lol ... says: u weirdddd TwinsEffect.` { Heroine }, thanks x) ... says: np Basically, I'm still trying to fall sick so as to miss out on the [x]pleasant surprises Wednesday `290807 would bring. Oh sweet panadol. Why can't I recognise the label. Why don't I know how much to take before an extreme overdose. I mean, I can't possibly end my life now. I have a whole Deejay/Journalist lifetime ahead of me, and this is how I end it? Oh woeful C.Lit Test and S.S.S. Spare me. Or just, Show me the Signs and Symptoms After all I've done, Cuz I really wanna fall sick. P.S. : Congrats to Sharon - Twins Effect in Sharon Way.:D, Marthamamajellyenergyballladykuching, Yvette and Swee En for being the chosen debaters of Sec 1 LD 2007! As for the others who were vying for the honour, don't be discouraged alright! There'll always be chances for you to participate in competitions (e.g. debate) even if you're in another wing. Yeah, that's LD! Love. P.S.S. : Moira, I finally finished arranging the "Lala's Bashfest" playlist, there are 109 songs currently which I can remove a couple, or add more if you'd like ;d feedback yeahs! And already the total time for all the songs is - 06:43:53. Will fit in the HSM trax and those you are going to send to me, inclusive of the "Beautiful Girls Remix" and "Boro Boro", among others. Really hope you'll like the playlist x) It's now 12:52AM and I wanted all the songs to have PERFECT TRANSITION. So you'd better tell me if it doesn't flow ;D 10:02 PM Friday, August 24, 2007 Shu I Love You the prize fight I'm absolutely not referring to Caracal. Even if I wholeheartedly support their music. Wells, today was the National Poetry Slam Competition, and we had admittedly high expectations. Thanks tons to all the supporters, and those who contributed for the roses! Hearts and Hexes --->Leen --->Erina --->Mello --->Charmaine --->Baby V --->Nic Yue --->Francine --->Marie --->Yorkie --->Chaotah-Bunneh And the rest for coming along, especially seniors and other SNGSes(: Expressions of gratitude and roses Which hopefully won't wilt for long. Wow, Nationals at R.I., iiiiiiiiiiimpressive. We just hoped we'd be able to cut it.. Would wish to point out the interesting teams. *ACS BARKER* The Little Boy Who Does Dramatic Actions. Woohoos. Aaaaaaands PQC ; Point : [The absolutely hilarious and entertaining, FRUITTIE FRUITSY FRUITS!] Quote : "Peel banana, peel peel banana. Squeeze the orange, squeeze squeeze the orange. Chop the durian, chopchop the durian." There was something about melons too. And mangoes. Comment : [Wow. Expressions via facials ones rather than words.] *BEDOK VIEW* The cute angmoh looking guy who had quite a nice voice, and erh.. better than average looks? Lols. Was being partially stalked, hahas thanks Cheryl Cher for offering. And we kept cheering.. for him. Lmaos. *RAFFLES INSTITUTION* Their content for almost all of their poems were excellent, but they just had to put in a bit more actions which would work, haha. I'm not a judge but yeah. Hopefully it would just help in drama, lols what, B4. And, no RA-RA-RA-RA-RA FFLES ! Amazingly low tones *SJI* Lols I saw Tim supporting. Thanks for the smses afterward, they were encouraging. I guess we all feel differently. SJI wasn't mean, they did alright, just cuz the funny one didn't find that much favour in the eyes of the judges. Anyways, thanks for skipping your dinner and coming straight from your CCA; the pushups were killer, huh. Blondie, peace out. And yeahs, Tim, we have talent. *PLMGSS* I really think that the PLMGSS girls should show more sportsmanship, after all a win's a win, and there are many ways to interpret it. It could turn really sour, or the minor sadness evaporate cuz of the great experiences. Wish there wasn't so much badmouthing and friction;. *CHIJ ST. NICKS* We really pumped in all that we could, and as for the judges, to each his/her own. We just shouldn't rely on them to grade us, like a mark which would stick with us through. It was a real experience, which we cherished, and understood the importance of our friends, and our CCA - passion. There was a big misunderstanding before about the new team being accepted into the competition and taking the place of one of our teams from LD, so there was already friction.. thank God it was resolved.. I think this blow was hard for many of us. The higher we get, the harder we fall. And we're accepting and glad for them, that they have achieved a big deal and made all the difference for SNGS! I just wish Chantel, Hillary, Saacha and Aman Faith, to seriously consider the LD offer, and think through it reallyreally hard. Because it honestly matters a tribizillion. Congrats to the Strike 1,2,3! Eating Beauty! I.Am.Me. team for winning! Way to go x) It was for Truth, and LD. At peace, at peace with the world. It's just when I began to think about all those practices Of Shuqing breaking down Of the effort we put in Perfecting and trying again what we thought we just couldn't get We simply looked into ourselves, and got into the role. We believed we'd make a difference, something that'd matter cuz it's worth it. And I guess it was, in a way. All depends how you look at it. Slam Team Hearts It was ~~the prize fight~~ 11:47 PM Sunday, August 19, 2007 reeling' FINE PRINT: [ This has nothing to do with Hillary whatsoever I'm just implying her dramatised look of shock , which is my laptop's current bg(: ] Goshh . _ _ _ _ ' S FINALLY OVAHS _ _ _ _ _ _ . To make it clear :O And blurh. How could it be, I'm still reeling. 11:22 PM Thursday, August 16, 2007 contentedly screwed' I do not feel in the mood for Caps but I will respect the English Language So anyways, shouted "Bai Jing Jing" in the toilet. Xiyouji presentation was today, and although we didn't get in it was great watching the other teams do their thing.. even though it was in Chinese. They helped me understand by their good acting x) applauserie. Went to Macs in the rain. Thanks Christine for sharing with me her purplish-gay umbrella, it was really pretty. We travelled there and bought lunch, then back again. LD discussion. Burfdaybash. I hope Swee En and Shu Qing like the papers/cards I designed(: I really hope we can get the Sec 4 Grad proj. due on time, and it'll pass off as an average-better!. success, cuz I really don't want to let our seniors down.. and we really love them tons. As for the actual LD puppetry lesson, first thing's first Benjamin got a new haircut. Ahahas(: We decided to do our closing performance based on the Cowherd and the Weaving Maid. Ohno it could be in Chinese! Hopefully it would help me increase my knowledge and encourage me to speak more of it, so it would sound better when coming out of my mouth And Shu Qing was quite upset with Chantel, Hillary, Amanda F., Saacha cuz of a misunderstanding, to avoid this subject altogether I do not wish to include many details Rebecca Ong, Shukubutsu, Amanda F., Chantel, Hillary, Saacha and a few others, were all crying and tearing. Including me. It was really painful, watching Shu Qing and the rest suffer over the competition. Over a misunderstanding. Their long-term friendship was touching. I knew it would never fade but that was just seriously trying and straining their rls): They're back and okay now.. Stopped at Macs and stuff for "dinner" my McFlurry hahahas Repeatedly and again I realised the importance Yes note the intended redundancy That money makes the world go round Yeah And I passed it all to Neubronner-bronchi for the BLG album(: It should be worth it! Were really late getting to the Singapore Repertory House or however you spell it :x let's see. We tried taking cabs, WALKED ( I frickin' have blisters I think and I'ma still physically hurting :x ) following a map which worked but actually led us a whole roundabout way, asked for directions, MRT, and we arrived real late still): Agamemnon Or something vague closetuh that! Thanks tons to Saacha's momzer and all the peeps who followed me back, hugs cheerios Sorry I kinda dampened the mood in the MRT cuz I wasn't feeling too well ( _understatement_) Well here's my analysis, personal feelings and such about the play. Heems, lists down so I can just copy and paste yahs from my blog into my drama j. thanks. Negatives): ( don't worry there will be positives too! bad then good, like the eggs say sunny-side up ) : - Overwhelming NC16 content ( but maybe we were not the initial target audience age group anyways! And it's a greek mythology x history, so therefore there would be some.. such explicit content? haha ) The number of ladies was a bit too many and their moving on and off stage so frequently really cut into the scene and etc. , also unnecessary.. Plot not so thick and clearly shown, was getting rather repetitive and nowhere at the first portion, at the end was a sudden death of Agamennon and not much in between, although I did understand it x) Thats all thats all for me!. POSITIVES* See nice fellahzshxzshxz Very good use of drama conventions, there were tons involved even from the first scene! Freeze frames (strong portrayal of the scene when the Greek sculptures positioned themselves), soundscape (different groups of the characters echoed the countdown, e.g. 10,9,8,7, etc. !) , use of space (they ran all over, especially the side aisles.) , projection of voice or maybe that's just a good quality about it!, there are still somemore but I really don't wanna think of them anymore, good job thoughs! I noticed the guy's outstanding bushycurly Corbin Bleu hair even though we were late, and thought he was the sound system guy but in the end he was meant to act and appear on stage! Interesting! ( Sneaky Sound System haha ) Tix were free, thanks Mr Adrian for getting them for us! Heard you left halfway or 1/4 through the play hahas. With somebody -cough- Mel! Cheer ups! And if it doesn't help we'll always be there for you x) miaks lols taxi your mad libs Jy Nic Ang for Prelims!. Oral and stuffs. Jiayohh. Mom's watching. Spying. Like a hinkypunk. Feel better and less screwed no mind the pun after posting 11:54 PM Monday, August 13, 2007 CARACAL GIG' (R)ZUCCHINI .!`_%BellZ { Heroine , } CARACAL GIG . :0 - ]* l says: I apologise in advance (R)ZUCCHINI .!` _%BellZ { Heroine , } CARACAL GIG . :0 - ]* l says: hazza Wells , that was awkward(: Haha okay so! It was my first time going to a GIG, and what better way to be introduced to the local music scene with a CARACAL gig. Thanks tons to Hillzery and Colleen for inviting me! Zanery, we are so ( dragging Nick along?(: ) GOING to Baybeats next year! I hope I'mallowed(: Hillzery and Leen cross your fingers too! They bought corn. And I spotted Field FIRST(: "Hey!" -waves- -H, L and I pause and stare, slowly rotating our hands- "Wow, buy corn don't know how to share with your brother!" -He holds his prettaye girlfriend's hand and they smile merrily along- "Gotta run!" -They throw away the corn- The sound system was coolio. Really, it AMPed up everything. There wasn't such a big crowd at first but boy did it go! There were chairs though. Hillzery's cool Mom said, what kind of gig is it with chairs. So un-cool. Maybe. Cuz it's related to some radio thing. Radio stations are affiliated with chairs. So they gotta include the chairs. WHATEVERLOLS(: So it wasn't exactly moshing! I could see Leen grooving out of the corner of my eye(: I knew some of the songs, and enjoyed all of them - 45 min gig, I almost couldn't take my eyes off the stage. You know, Chris ( lead singer ) is awesome. I can really feel that he's putting his soul into the lyrics, into the music. And he's not afraid to break bells in front of the audience. Caracal seriously = SOUND. No other phrase to describe them! Hillzery took a few weird pix with Hillzery's Cybershot. Geezer, I could pretend that they were all smiling at me(: God Blessed Camera-(girl)!. [Chris] [Field] [Gabriel] [Martin] [Kacey Meals] are the best, the best! ;d Thanks tons Leen for helping me order the Caracal shirt! And the pins, next time maybe;(: Haha so I finally got to see DJ?(: Sorry for saying "I'm not supposed to know you." Was a joke, evening with you ended quite awkwardly:O one of the best nights of my LIFE if that could make up for it! I need Pheonix. Remind me to research on some other local bands in Singapore, yahs! -Allura -A Vacant Affair -Electrico -Plainsunset -Ronin -West Grand Boulevard And I still really don't know how this hype came about. 10:32 PM Wednesday, August 08, 2007 screwupS anD utteR downsideS' Firstly, there was the Dikir Barat performance , our last one in front of the whole school . I still stick to the point that our first one for the competition was the best , and 080807's one was relatively soft and had no class spirit , like the Kebun Baru one ; I screwed up the drums part for "Where I Belong" . At least some people ( Nicole ! ) recognised me in the crowd , that rocked . However , One Truth I bet we had our reasons and .. we'll still rock on , yeah . Our Sec 2 Drama class seniors , 2 Truth coincidentally also won their inter-class competition, and they performed an indian dance which was super cute and nice ! They gave us quite a bit of support as well , thanks tons yeahs . I liked the SNG wave, and I just conversed with Jean about maple and the Singapore town !(: Geezer I haven't visited it ; . RONN , ADD CUTUPANGELS in BOOTES , THANKS . Secondly , piano lesson was cancelled , woohoo . But after I changed into my best clothes I could feel it ; turning- emo -feel . And I hated it but it just couldn't get out of my skin . Amanda F., Cabrini, Christine, Flower, Nicole Y., Saacha, Sharon, Shuqing, Yorklyn and I went for the Simpsons movie @ AMK Hub . Cabrini was being ..( not exactly anti-social, but feeling so extra and that today was a damn screwup . Not too far from my own feelings, actually . ) yahs . And then I had to feel like shit cuz she said we were all mean to her , and then I plugged in my iPod, I really couldn't stand it . The Simpsons Movie . Is . The . Bomb . You have to watch this hilarious show , there are like 100 jokes buried inside . And they literally throw the soil at you With all the prettaye earthworms Yahs . Zanery ! Yorkie/Shrimp ! Watch again ?(: Thirdly . PHS Carnival . Cabrini, Sharon, Yorklyn, Christine ( she met-up with so many exrosyths ! ) and I went . At around , 3.50 pm , until 6 pm . And it actually began at 5.30 , excluding the parade . By that time I was in a "completely and utterly totally not myself" mood, which is pretty pissed off :/ Hillzery joined us later and started doing Deal or No Deal ! And random hugs to the PHS girls . First target was "unfriendly" and her second victim , Annaliza(: from church , kept laughing all the way ! =, friendly ! Haha . And I said her name was "Caracal" I stole Field's handphone number . That must have annoyed Hillzery . Sorry ; And let me explain what happened , Devilicious and Ex-Devilicious people I am awkwardly and real sorry about my attitude -`080807 and how I screwed it all up ; To KJ ; : Apologising again , I dao-ed you really badly . Just cuz I felt Yorkie should be the one talking to you , and then I was pissed so :x To the rest of the Devilicious peeps ; : Yin, Sandra, sorry for not meeting up , perhaps the next time ? I owe all of you so :x a treat then ? To Jianwei ; : Sorry . Can't get out anything more to express it >< ): "Why do birds Suddenly appear? Everytime you are near Just like me They long to be Close to you Why do stars Fall down from the sky? Everytime you walk by Just like me They long to be Close to you On the day that you were born The angels got together and decided To create a dream come true So they sprinkled moondust in your hair Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue" -The Carpenters I'm slightly better after you told me it was really alright .. thanks tons KAKASENSEI ( not Nick ! ) = Justin ! I Caracal you hahaha whatever does that mean colourcodes - Good Stuff --> Orange Low Stuff --> Olive Green Apologies --> Silver/Grey Expression ( The Carpenters ! ) --> Light Blue 10:31 PM biG fooL leE ( l i d a s h A )' Today was a really mixed up day ; surprisingly we didn't have the time to practise our Dikir Barat, and the performance in front of the entire school's tmrwoh ! Hope we do alright , I honestly don't wanna screw up ; We stopped at Macs twice today . I am seriously splurging all my money on unnecessary food items . Gerrawr ): Thanks Christine ( and Li Juan ) tons on the Kinder Bueno donation drive --> for me , ofcuz(: Still missing my phone Alright that was awkward For xiyouji , Van Mokii's team ( 1Hope ) was awesome , they'll definitely get in . As for us , I'm not really sure .. it wasn't the best , but it wasn't a total screwup . Just have to cross our fingers until Monday ! Neubronner really fell kinda ill and stayed at home . She missed Luolaoshi's ice-cream treat x) Shukubutsu!:& and Ron kept repeating , "If I was a boy , I'd fall for you ." To me ? Yeh to me . Zomg , I was so freaked Martha and I screamed and chionged to Macs . Which Sharon eventually caught up , lols . On our second trip to Macs they kept talking about "Kaka" . Goshes(: He would be proud to be the object of such a fanbase , or just uberh-totally-freaked(: --> HAHA MOIRA . HAHA ALL THOSE SINGERS AND OTHER PEEPS OKAY THAT WAS RANDOM IGNORE IT I didn't really know anything about Big Fool Lee , aka ; Lidasha by TOY FACTORY . Was at NLB , Hillzery Chantel Amandaf. Moira Shukubutsu:D Joanna Erina Christine Sharon crashed at my house until Daddeh fetched us all there , and we were early(: Sorry Sec 2 Seniors if our freeze frame attempt annoyed you guys . Like doing it in public while some of us were wearing the school uniform is kind of off-protocol .. Let alone it lasting from 7.30pm to 10.45 pm ; ( Intermission of 15 mins . Which Taxi and I were late buying drinks from Hans downescalators , had to come in when they were switching scenes . ) It was really good though , completely in Cantonese and a little Mandarin , a few words of English here and there --> Mainly we relied on the subtitles . A lot of Truth were sleeping xPp ; seniors less and One Truth more ! Didn't know Shu left halfway cuz her parents came early ; Mother wasn't that pissed . Whee(: Chantel's hair is coooooooolio , okeh(: 12:36 AM Saturday, August 04, 2007 losT' I lost Leymao . Honestly I'ma going to make a police report What Is Life Without My Handphone . All my contacts are seriously gone , could you please email them to mee ): Or just sms me , my line's still working . Thanks tons ; To Yorkie and co. , thanks lots for the sympathies but you guys really don't have to save up and get me a new phone .. It's my fault *Capricorn's gone , and now Leymao too . Lost it near Kebun Baru CC , probably by the roadside , outside Macs , also near CHIJ St. Nicholas' Girl's School . If you've found a black Z610i . Please baby ): P.S. Oh by the way thanks One Truth for rocking ass - Dikir Barat @ Kebun Baru CC . Kinda intensified my day ; losses and all . You guys will always be enthu and let's be yeah together , y'know ; Thanks Nick tons for helping , truthalicious peeps his name isn't "Kaka" . And whoms the hell was flirting with him(: LMAOS Well erms , yeah torture with the make-up , smack down journey to the west of my drugged state 10:37 PM	Yours Truly megnut dia fifteen toblerone heroes , f.r.i.e.n.d.s saint nicks, three hope 09 debate society dramaddict CAPper 09 kooky literature jazz and blues easy listening score academics Tagboard Playlist Little Voice/Gravity/Sara Bareilles It's Not Me, It's You/The Fear/Lily Allen Hot Mess/Good Girls Go Bad/Cobra Starship feat. 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