guns & roses
Monday, May 28, 2007

i'lL finD yoU whisperinG iN mY eaR likE alwayS'


I have lost *Capricorn .

One of my most treasured possesions to last me for all time;
And I didn't even get to celebrate his one year anniversary;
Sigh .

I'll find you
I will
I'll never get a replacement,
Anyways I'm going to write this "I'll Bring You Back Home" letter for you !

Andandand .
&&
I refuse my iPod to be referred to as an IT .
Therefore
Until I am certain of his gender ,
It shall be a him .
Hahaha (:

Thanks all who showed so much concern and love during this difficult time and worries for my loss : ( :-
-Kester Kor ( The Best Caring Brother Ever . ) ; helped me go check and worried like crazy for your mei
-Cabrini ( Cabby taxi , Cabbster , Kindest Friend ever ) ; worried and helped me make a skin ( to make me feel better ? (: )
-Hillary ( Hillzy , Fellow Friend forever >< ) ; helping me draw and design my new imaginary iPod (:
-Li En ( Jae , Blizzy , Maffin , Fellow Friend forever . ) ; talked to me and showed concern for *Capri
-Jing Wen ( Jaydupdew, JW , Jayduhdew (: ) ; kept hoping for *Capri and helping me feel better
-Yuan Hao ; for talking to me and helping me feel better
-Chantel Bay ( Black Baaaay , Blachan , Thanks ~ ) ; for showing him/me concern
-All the others (: cannot remember lerh .

-Not in order-
-But I thank all of you the same ><-

_____________________________________________________________

Letter:

This is the story of a girl ;
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world ,
Come back to me,
Nothing in the world,
Is going to stop you coming back .

Goodbye my lover ?

It was the Greatest time of year,
It was my favourite way
To spend the holiday

I must have a little patience
You know you're my salvation
Maybe all the pain will stop
Be-ing without you ,
Too little too late ,
Not so over it ,

I was blown away ,
Good things in life are hard to find ,
Its not over
Turn your car around

I wish I could have known you better
I'll blame it on the weather
Instead of love ,
She only saw
Dollar signs
Sleep well , sleep well ,

I just wanted you to know
I think about you every night
When I fall asleep
You were in my dreams
Just like in a movie
The one you wanna see
With a happy ending

The s h i t is bananas ,

Since you've been gone ,
Bite my nails for days ,
I'm not okay ,
It wears me out ,

Not that nobody's listening ,
Yeah hoo , Shakalaka ,
Feeling a moment has always been sweet ,
I miss you quite terribly
I could be here in your arms

Last call ,
Take back all the things you said ,
Lay down ,
Rest your pretty head ,
No sleep tonight ,
There won't be
No sleep tonight

No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
I'll step up you step up too,
I do , I do
Please come back
Sail as far though
You heal my sorrows

Music makes me lose control ,
You make me wanna lala ,
I'm so petrified,
Just step aside ,
If I could escape,
Wouldn't that be sweet ,

I didn't mean for you to get hurt
I'm the first to know ,
Even if my hope has burned with time ,
I'm 'Bout it ,
I don't doubt it ,

Tian Shi ,

You are my only , my only one

_____________________________________________________

I -<3->

10:55 AM


Friday, May 25, 2007

enrichmenT weeK' + freestylelovE'

enrichmenT weeK'

Monday :

Shuen made me so nervous Maomaos .(: - Made me think I had to take my green house tee . It was Chinese Heritage Centre day, and I had no idea and warning of it . I love bus rides(: ended up on the floor, terrorized by Chantel . But it was great all the same . The Heritage Centre would sure provide us with much information about the culture and intrigue us indeed !
.
Politically correct answer, if you were asked how the trip went .
Fact being, I just discussed about maple and how I had beaten her lvl with Si Jia(: Haha . I didn't get all the portraits of the ancient chinese, or just our ancestors . I wonder if any of them had been questioned are they angmoh marh .
Well basically I didn't get what the tour guy had said:/

Tuesday :
Maths/History/Geography Trail .
At Suntec !
Awh , next year's batch might be going to Vivo .
Geezer .
Anyways, it was quite fun !
Jolyne and Yorkie were really helpful . My group rocked, Jo York Vanc. Mello Saacha Mee and Leener but she wasn't there .
We finished comparatively fast ! Yayers ,
Didn't get to buy ice-cream , killer at the Mrs Chong's checkpoint .
Gelare ?
Ran around the place getting clues and measuring stuff with .. items like our belt, armspan ( hugs the pillar . ) .
Great day , ended well (:

Debate audits, I ranked 3rd for interest and 3 for commitment, on a scale of one to ten . I went back to Sancia and explained that I would put 10 for commitment, my brain was rather blank:/ even though my peeps said I did well actually, ( Jo thanks so much(: she stood up and eyes gleaming, cheered like a maniac . Even got scolded by scary teacher lady for me, o . ) Eh, I don't think I made a good impression that I wanted to join . Sigh . Guess well, we'll see . I don't want to be forced into a choice anyways ;

Wednesday :

Forgot what on earth happened .
Maomaos(:
Okay , drama reharsals for our Esplanade showdown .
Please join us(:
Perfected our navy things, added new formations . Really coolio . Couldn't do pompoms though, due to time constraint : (
Hillzy's group was real good .

Anyways , pleased to be working with Natalie, what an honour(:
Army , Cheerleaders, Drama, One Truth .
All the same, right ?

Thursday :

Spring cleaning, last day of school .. LD was coolio , time to saygoodbye to our LD seniors . Real sadness . What could we do now , without our inspiration , Sec 4 Jiejies ? Awwell : ' (
I comforted some of the Sec Threes ..
No more :-
Wango ;
Jules ;
Deborah ;
Diana Nai ;

All those who just guided us with that light , haha . Light of LD .
Beams , of LD .
ELDDS , not just cannibals, but unbelievable people of SNG .
Yeah .


-

Martha makes weird noises when she sleeps . Short bursts of singing . Or mouth/nose noises .

I finally know what's a Zakum Helm .

freestylelovE'


Friday :
Drama in the morning . No one joined Ren and I at Macs ! Lol . 9am - 12 pm , I had really pumped out all my energy , due to my "early sleeping" . Early, early in the morning at 3AM. And then I realised I totally can't make it for the reharsals, and am gonna be so screwed since I don't dare to tell Natalie .

Mother didn't reply my calls, so I was unable to accept to Christine's and Erina's invitation to Pirates of the Caribbean . Rather irritated, but guess I'll watch it with family or Jay . Haha . Spent afternoon with Yorkie ! she came to my house . Tried to train Keefe, Kor and I at maple(: I died thrice anyways lmao .

Wondering when I'll get to play Urbz .
Meet up with Jae .
Wait, I could just ask her .
Thinks about Thnks Fr Th Mmrs video .
Heem, is Kor being emo..? : (
Guess its hard to feel the love of freestyle holidaying, excluding the homework .

Watching Pop Inc .

8:29 PM


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

weeK 9'
Heyo,
A lot of s h i t stuff happened recently .
For example, Cheenase Lit. Test, which went horribly wrong,
there's tingxie tmrwoh and I'm screwed,

Hill got acupuncture, she's not even well yet,
A bit hostile towards Cabster, who offended me >:l,

I keep making my friendster friend wayne all WEIRDED up :0,

"I'm feeling pissed : (
Bored, sick of homework,
Sad, because no one's saving me from the above and below,
Xian of tingxielearning,
Angry due to "My mother's gonna tell him to roster me for piano,instead of drums;
Apprehensive, am I gonna be a good monitor for One Truth,
Annoyed, because I am not even sitting up straight,
Afraid, for Jolyne as she may lose her mental state of mind blaming herself over PPR,
FURIOUS, at my pathetic English grades which would no WAY secure me a place in Deejaying or VJC,God there's nothing more to say ." - quote R I N - from friendster .

I guess I'll be using my Evil carnival striped tie && my bl00 monitor tie to emo-kill myself, huh .
A new weapon, how fun .
Don't you dare send me to a counsellor, I don't need help,
like Michael Scofield(:

12:17 AM


Friday, May 11, 2007

feverishandunwillinG'

I hate fevers.

As much as I hate;
spiders,
tablets,
terrorists,
and
ahlianNESS.

Anyways, I would like to :
apologise to Shuu:D ! if I made you fall sick : (
and thank the following people for showing so much concern to me!

-Martha
-Mel
-Moira
-Shu Qing
-Xin Hoon
-Yorkie

and all the rest of One Truth !<3

Let me summarise my whole experience, since New Blogger screwed up and my original looooong post is gone.

Insomnia,
Sweat and sleep,
Augustana and the All-American Rejects,
Auntie Meow Leng,
I can't take tablets,
Cried in chemistry,
Would like to say Sorry to Choo, One Truth will be better, we promise(:,
Got sent home,
I love One Truth,
The Molestbians and Martha saved me(:,
Missed Geog test,
Will go back to school for ipeedoubleu later,
We will show Chan,
And rock Hope with our aaaaaamazing puppetry.

10:23 AM




9:14 AM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

NAPFA `07’ + INDIE SEASON’ + SPIDEY III’ + SHU QING’S BDAY + SCHOOL RANDOMNESS’

Yoh .

This is going to be a really jumbled up post, since I haven’t blogged in a long time.

NAPFA `07’

Gerrawr, here is my score. Thanks to all One Truth peeps, especially Joanna ( I love you(: haha . ) Martha, Yorkie, Wenren, Erina and Shu Qing, who had a really hard time doing the Inclined Pull-Ups. She got through it though.(: Like, with an A .

Sit and Reach – B = 39 cm
Inclined Pull Ups – A = 17
Shuttle Run – A = 11.2 sec
Sit Ups – A = 31
Standing Broad Jump – C = 160 cm
2.4 km – A = 14.21, 12th position

See how unfit I am . But at least I got a Gold, with a total of 27/35 points.
Sit and Reach, huh Li can stretch further than me. What, she has longer arms? Lol . Inclined, I discovered I only can perform it with my left hand. The other was just stoning. If it is even possible for an arm to stone. Shuttle Run “Choobu” was timing and he gave our NAPFA team good luck I think . Sit Ups did more than normal yahoo . SBJ, suddenly forgot how to do. And on Friday, I followed Jean and Yorkie andandand, scraped an A . NEPSIE . Nvm, next year jiayoh and try to be as good as the track girls. Special mention to Hillary Teory, who hyperventilated during 2.4 starting from the second round onwards, but still strived to the end and got 3rd position. Hill don’t cry : ‘ ( walk around in circles and think of the calm random stuff we always talk about. And you will get through it, I say. Jo was super encouraging to Hill the rodent on her blog, what a nice person luh(:

INDIE SEASON’

Suddenly became attracted to Boston, by Augustana as I was listening to 987FM from nightfall to morning. Colleen sent me songs and got me hooked on the band, also she’s willing to lend me another Indie CD(: Yay Leen the Pudding .

SPIDEY III’

I think it rocks, the graphics and movement was superb . I didn’t really feel the emotions from the characters as deep, or maybe I was just tired. A lot of Peter Parker’s face is revealed because he wears less of the mask. The coolest part must be the black suit, when Venom has taken over it.

“Revenge, is like a poison. It will slowly seep into your heart, and take control of you. It’ll kill you.”
“With great power, comes great responsibility.”

I find these two lines coolio. The movie is great, peeps please watch it(: Again and again? Hope to get the DVD . There’s forgiveness too, in the movie. Which is good. Peter, why didn’t you give the ring to Mary-Jane !(: Saving up for the next show ? Anyways . Since I watched Spider-Man I, I have always had the same impression. The graphics rock, the movie showed he was once our age, still makes mistakes like we do, faces them like a normal person, the story is less lame and corny, and, all in all, Spidey is my greatest Marvel comic/movie superhero that I look up to.

Way to go.

You have me as a fan!

SHU QING’S BDAY’

I happened to be practising “xiyouji” from 11 plus until twelve plus, because of some interruptions from xinxintimni . And noticed, that it was 12 ! How cool is that! And then, 7th May ,realised it’s SHU QING’S BIRTHDAY! GREENTREEGIRL is FINALLY OLD. OLD. OLDER! HAHA. So, I sent her an sms. Remembered to put the Fobby CD in my bag. Only IOH, I’ll give her FUTCT next time. Thanks Erina, for the shared cost. And the Molestbians ROCK, okay . They actually bought Shu, a prima deli cake! ( Lol Amanda, not Prima Donna. ) And, Shu shared with us! ( And we go aww . ) What was the total highlights. HILL<, HAD A CAKECREAMFIGHT WITH SHU . AND THE SURROUNDING PEEPS JUST STARTED SPLATTING SHU’S FACE, WITH THE-CREAM-FROM-THE-KNIFE-USED-TO-CUT-THE-CAKE . Hill was targeted too, but not as bad. HeehaaHOO . Omg luh . Shu blew out all her candles at once, and asked Justin Timberlake to marry her! Whoo! Blushing Bride after covered in cream .
Chocolate-iSEd . Andandand . The Molestbians, Mel and Jo, brought Coke bottles, and MENTOS . THE WHOLE CLASS FREAKIN’ CROWDED ROUND TO SEE THE EFFECTS ! WHICH WERE SO TOTALLY BOOMTASTIC ! Yeh . It fizzled and all the fizzfuzz started flowing out, and everybody was dipping their fingers to get a taste. After, the Coke bottle was shared . Mentos had sunk to the bottom . Yuck . It did merge and taste like that, though . Coke and Mentos . Coolio . Happy Bday tooe, Alyssa .


SCHOOL RANDOMNESS’

Chan didn’t know what was “Random”, in CME lesson . We explained, it was a term used to describe someone, a character trait even . Hill, Shu and I totally suffer from it . Randomness usually leads to S.A.L.M.O.N. tooe . ( Severe Acute Laughing Madness Over Nothing . ) And, I am finally free from xiyouji, zomg, with my own record timing of 3.30 . A great improvement from my previous longest one truth record, 10 min . Unbeatable, me . Lol . And recap peeps, besides IN h/w and daily workses, we have approx 9 projects . List:

English Board Game
Chemistry “Water” Model/Prototype Proj.
Drama “Dreams Montage”
IPW – Malay and Chinese Culture
Bio Self-Driven Assignment/Proj. – Dreams ( and R.E.M. Sleep )
E.Lit Essays Assignment
History Assignment
Maths Assignment
Dance Steps Assignment

I’m sure there are somemore . Like PE Proj . Presentation, but the work is done. Anyways, the meetings have gotten so tight, stuck to the schedule. Yucks. Anyways, want to wish all the peeps having a hard time ( Sec Ones for the tons of projects and assignments, Sec Twos and over for their exams ) . Love out.

R I N- .

7:12 PM



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