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Monday, January 14, 2008
(just) can't do it  Not exactly shell-shocked.. but I was quite confident this was not coming ! !! TJs. At our last meeting @ the cafe @ Bishan J8 Library, it was kinda said that Kaili was to be the First Speaker, Jolly the Second ( lmao ) and Alison the Third ( lol ), as in speaker roles, not like.. Kingship heriditary. After the training session today and the debrief, as those who could stay back were discussing meeting times and all that, Claire mentioned to our trainer, Xuwen, about me being a speaker..? I dismissed it at first, murmuring to Martha : Nonsense. Kaili came for the meeting yesterday, too, and she's totally the First Speaker. Uh-yuh. Then, the plot thickened. My mother called. The entire table stared in my direction. I leaned backwards to the max and muttered "okayokayyesi'llbethereveryfast" and had to leave. However. Glances. Were in my direction. Sentwaves from Martha. Something Was definitely up. Indeed while I was practising the piano. The update came. I was to be speaking. ): and ;?) I'm not sure how I'm going to do I don't think there is an option out of this I sincerely and deeply and honestly and really really think that peers MARTHA, SHARON LIM, YVETTE and SWEE EN be given the.. umm.. opportunity.. to speak as well. Martha was really really nice to me. Still is. So, edit Martha is really really really NICE! to me. And so is Sharon, both of them stayed back for me, and even later than I did, though they didn't have to All of them have also been like giving me encouragement and we're a team, and all I'm so freaked also That this will turn into. You know. Politics. Been hearing so much about the term "Playing Politics".. Feeling and so confused that I'm indirectly doing that.. Sorry if this is seeming like such a controversial post..Like taking away their chance to speak in the competition.. for exposure or whatever reason.. Martha deserves the chance to shine. No reallyreally I've seen her speak And she can really pump the confidence and articulation and PRO-NESS, BABY! But it's like.. Sigh Now.. And it's like I want to be open so yeah here is like the open time I don't want the '08 Sec 2 Debate Juniors ( I think we're still called juniors ) to have any personal problems with each other.. like suspicion about playing politics and all that And biased-ness cause I want, not just I want but there Should be an equal chance for everyone.. we all have our flaws and our strengths.. I'll go with the flow though Thanks Trainer Xu Wen and Seniors for thinking that I can do it.. Sorry if I don't perform up to standard.. I'm really not very good.. Thanks Debaters for your support and your <3. I need All Of You ! Just don't like complications. God I want to pray for these people : Shirley Claire Yvette Sharon Lim Martha Kaili Swee En Alison Sharon Way Xu Wen and anyone else involved in the competition this coming Saturday I hope that all of us will have enough time for rest as well as to prep our cases properly, that we will have great team spirit and enough confidence for this competition. Be it a big deal or a no deal, it is important always as we are representing our school, and we should all aim to do our best, though controlling the pressure as well. Lord I hope that the words we speak will not be offensive.. unless to rebutt the opponent but will be fluent and confident and well prepared and that we will put our faith in you.. now and always and forevermore and that this step will lead us to greater heights and more experiences like this in the coming days/weeks/months/years. God, we trust you And in Jesus' name I pray Amen "God save the Queen And me too And me too"
8:05 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
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Oh Erina phrased this correctly, "There's something wrong with my stamina these days!" and I totally agree. Argh, it's like this year's so dead, I don't see the point of it most days ): Jackielegs and Euq are tre funny on the phone. XICHI ((: . Yes, I was bored in Chinese so I even wrote it on my hand, haha! It's such an unusual Chinese name. And, what's wrong with manen. Manen! Lol. By the way MuthuSan, please try to make it to my school's Fiesta Nono, I mean manyong. No, whatever. Please. Or else Eug won't come.): Starcrossed lovers, please conduct first-date in SNG, ty I will bug you some more I promise I've just finished my school homework, and it's a saturday Pride on not falling asleep during HCL tuition today I hope Chuuuu survived his Math 'uition and got there on time. D: Things I recently realised - My EQ got lower, and my IQ's not really getting any higher, but I've turned into a stoner-nut-note-copyer-downer in class. Which is a good thing. But as I've said, my EQ is seriously. Shrinking into nothingness. I can't speak / blab / talk about anything interesting OTP ! It's so embarrassing. :* ); I can twiit. Like well. Like I just discovered. Like even after such a long time. Oh and, I'm a dAmn Addict. Not that I submit deviations often, ( far from it ! ) but I love looking through the galleries ! They're really inspiring and the photography and art are just super amaaaaaazing and pretty ((: Zenny's birthday on the 17th of January! She's gonna be older than mee. ): (: Oh well, will she bug me for an acash gift ? =x She's already, all dolled up. Haha. =) My picture, Got SSed, And turned into blackmail I'M STUPID REALLY LOL. Glad that they actually keep their promise and not spread it or I'd be dead for my reppp Heeheeahaa I'm gonna email the fellow for the Dramabox event now, so just to confirm I think there are 21 people involved. Rae ann and Roseann not going. So that one more person is.? Oh, Amanda Faith who has training and can't make it): So yeah. The rest of you'all ! Sorry for not being a responsible rep and not managing it earlier. ): I hope I can get the details confirmed by Monday! So yeah. This is gonna be the boring year): Good luck and God Bless to Dad who's taking his Com Exam soon I think, and to LD Debate Seniors for their sparring competition at SRs and TJs on the 19th of January ! I hope I will survive some-more blackmail.): But ! Calculated. Martha's going along with Sharon and Sharon and Claire, to SRs. So. That means. PHOTOS OF ME WILL NOT EVEN EXIST, HARHAR 'CAUSE PHOTOGRAPHER AKA BLACKMAILER MARTHA CHING IS NOT GOING TO BE WITH MEEE. HAHA. ((: Hello, vest Whatever, stockings and " (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: yeah friends asked me what time i slept ytd (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: then : maple status ? (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: i screamed : don't talk to me about maple (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: : i don't want to hear anything about maple (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: : i died 5 freaking times (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: friend : how did you die ? (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: : mong. @_@ zı хʋɳ™ says: o.O (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: friend : which attack did you use ? (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: : @_@ heal..? (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: friend : then how can you die ?! (R) Sasanqua.` ҂ Even the best fall down sometimes, says: doinkk. "
10:06 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
elldeesislove  first ever cca fair '08 Omg We're Gonna Be Like Seniors In A Week's Time. No way! Yes Way. Our first ever CCA Fair and I found it hard to wake up (as usual;) had to reach by 7 ! Realised, omgeesh I had completely forgotten about designing the stickers. By the way I'm so sorry I bought the smaller type ! At least we got to stick more on unsuspecting Sec Ones.. ><' Means, I'd be wearing a dress. And I did. Let's see.. -Hello Kitty Shirt, Thin x Long -SNG shorts -Black Rose Dress -Black Honey Vest -Feather Boa, Dark Red ( itchy ) -Two Swimming Goggles ( one around the neck one perched on my hair ) -One Pair of Ski Goggles ( fastened in a slanted position around the head, style-slung ! and with all those stickers from various CCAs ( actually I only had LD ), a rose, black LD ribbon and a pin from Track, I looked Harajuku to me !  Kewl. Next time I'm gonna dress like Ree, haha ! Cathleen's clothes were super cool. Plus, she had a hot pink tie. The cast were quite good. Stef looks scary but cool. Xiao Yu is so cute haha, if you can define a senior cute and the rest are you know. LD's the best, look good, set trends and set the emotion. (: Ah well no pride allowed in MPR1 ! Rose. Passion ! Get the whole script from Jocelyn and Sancia, haha. Celine your construction site boots are the best ! PCK haha !<3 Okay I did my shift from 9.30 / 9.45 to 12 and we were uber tired and hot.. I didn't even get a drink along the way ! Sec 4 Seniors last year came back and found us, Omg two ( or more ) are in VJ ! So cool. I bet SL was excited. (: Can't believe I was kinda hyper haha. Kept freeze framing, meeting up with LDians and we even bombed Hua Hui, Track and SJAB lol. NP was too far away. ><> Finally took a break and I fell asleep in the MPR1 lol, aircon rocks ! Thanks Shuqing for putting me to sleep lol "Are you HF-ing ?" "NO !" "What the..?!" -goes back to sleep on her lappy- Rebecca Ong ( yes I could hear even in my sleep ) called me a guaikia and that I looked so cute. I woke up and rawred. Last LD cheer rocked, everybody joined in really enthusiastically. So that's why, Sec Ones, ELDDS is the BEST ! And We're Not Joking At This Point Moohwahwa. Macs. Really hungry and tired. Got through all right. Talked with Jo and Sharen and Moirah and a little to Shu and said hi to the other peeps there. Yorklyn Cabby Joanna LD Seniors Mok Etc. (: Moirah took the bus home with me ! Thanks so much ! To the back of Seasons Park. And I walked all the way home myself ! ^^. See mommy ! *Omg I just, forgot to bring home my bag of clothes. Die. ;x LD FTW ! We feel the arts! We feel the spirit! We feel the looooooove! We are ELDDS ELDDS We do the drama, We do debates, We do the props, We are ELDDS ELDDS ! (comm) Say LD everybody ! (echo) Say LD everybody ! Give me a Hip ! A Hip ! A Hip Hip Hooray ! -explosion of whoos- We're LD And we're Unbelievable Rocking out here like little cannibals Everything we do is Unbelievable Unbelievable Unbelievable Dum, dum dum dum dumch, dum dum dum dumch, dum dum dum dumch, WE'RE UNBELIEVABLE ! -we Love LD-
2:40 PM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
apostaboutdebate Okay well Sharon and I were a little late for debate training today, cause of me ;x Yeah my fault ); sorry and thanks, RenZ. Wells, we went to Alison's classroom to think and stuff.. slowly the people inside left haha! and well yeah prep ourselves. Claire left so we could scream and blah and shit and crap Proposition, Yvette and I Opposition, Sharon and Swee En Martha's not back yet Well, racked our brains for dam long. It was uber-hard! So I was really tired and strained, stressed out Yvette a lot too We ended up quarrelling a lot, but it kinda channelled into positive energy, Which means we got a lot of brainstorming done! And thus are good workers-togethers. (: Haha.. the Opposition were slacking a lot.. but then they had not much points and Sharon was tired.. =/ So yeah I was more confident We did okay I guess Then Debrief, Learnt about our flaws, good stuff etc. Wrote down notes as usual Improved! I feel x felt great I guess I needa motivate my team and friends as well it's very important We shared Strengths and Weaknesses. Others and ourselves Claire told us her life story.. "Do we need to track it? I mean, your life story." Haha (: Cheez that, I was joking. Well.. it's about how she never gave up. And, don't play politics, really I think we're slotted in for TJs, or SRs.. Both are disastrous @_@ So God Bless and Good Luck to our team. One for All, All for Lunch !
9:04 PM
first day of school '08 Yosh. :] Sec Twoo, OMG? I'm next to Moirah. (: And our new teach, pronounced She loves her. :D Some sorta survey get-to-know-each-other game now I love my Stitch pen and file (: Chloe : -ex - SNG girl -2 sisters -From 1 Faith '07 -From Band -Hobbies ; Coms, reads Bring scissors tmr. Empty. Toilet Roll. (x1) Scotch Tape. Colour Pens x Pencils, Markers, blahs April's 50 cent worth .__. Coins :$ Nehsnehs! Talk was boring [ in the hall ] XiangSheng was funny. Ofcuzhaha Drawings of Erina and Sharon! Pals in the same class. This is basically my diary for the first day. :D Optimism thoughs ; 1 Truth Green Badge, Forever Still, embracing 2 Justice ( Still Green Badge luhs ) too ! Let's be friends :] Btw; props choosing was fun ! (: CCA Fair this Saturday.
8:58 PM
continued and really lagged 10th December - Unhappiness My hair looks tre better. (: comments on my face too yeah. PaopaoZ. (: lubb! Happy b.day NATHAN :] Umm, Dollss evolved into Gardevoir. No more updates :] P.s. Thanks guy ( Ryan ) who lent us an iPod charger. Roxxors, dude (; Omg. Heroes today. Back in Singapore ;x MuthusanDragonacexYOUNGHero record for me pl0x -.- :D Going "shopping". -.- ( edit's pages of rantings ) Point being, cousins just.. pissed me off with their attitude. Okay, yeah. Learnt - Some Chinese songs ain't that bad as i thought previously :] 11th December - Day of MCR Gig ; snowmobiles. Ahhs I can't remember much now :O Not good ;x Okays I'll try. I like the Chocolate Factory, a very Photogenic Place ( if that can be used ) ( insert landiao drawing ; Japanese people are prettier than that ! ) I snapped "best friends." "daniel's fam and the reindeer" "dollhouses" and "willy wonka's gate". Sadly because of some government and expiry date issue, we couldn't go in ); Ahhs. Bakers pushing a brick wall. Stopped at errs, some nice lake next Then a very very very very long bus ride -f5-. Nathan Mutton became exceedingly good friends with the brothers Ryan and Shaun. Omg Ryan is so thin, neh ._.'' I din know he was Sec 3 -.- Shaun ( Kingston ), say y'all (: is KEWL MANZSHXZSHXZ! He's a DRAMAMAMA, baby! Bananaramas, his voice is crazy funny. Laughed to myself. Hopefully not rude, no? Nathan had been married to Shaun's DS at this point. -.-'' Let's all be a crazy Shaun fan and read his most memorable line : "I make a fashion statement every day of my life." "Is this a video? No no, turn it off! I want still shots" <-- Okay this may so totally NOT be accurate -.- sth like that :O Okay Okay. The point is. They're interesting. Hahas. Finally reached our destination. Snowmobiles :D Momma time. 1st lap - MomZ ( overtaken twice ) 2nd lap - me ( overtaken twice, overtook 6 ) Lols. She told me at the start not to stop, no matter what, cuz the engine may die. So I revved full speed and charged ._. suddenly the whole queue of mobiles in front slacked to a stop and stoned -.- swerved to the right and cut 6 -.- WDH Lols. Must do that more often. Breakneck speed and glares rock. Helmets :O Umm. Back to the bus. Breakdown. Half an hour of stalling and stop rocks. Bonding time! Rescue team. Arigato Gozaimazta! ;p -hugs- heart. After we switched bus and stuff ( thanks again, all ! ) Needed music. Badly. It was a long way to that hotel. So umm, plucked up the courage ( it's just a question ) to ask if I could borrow Ryan's iPod. "Sure." God it's good! Rock and indie :D :D :D Picked up a few nice ones via shuffle. And and, I was glancing thru his top 25 playlist. "Kiss Me." Ahahahah Roflmao so much of a person you can learn from his music player, alone. Anyways. "Thanks a lot... I love your iPod." -returns- -walks casually away- It is roxxor, okay -f5 face- (: You know, that was gonna be our last night with the tour. Dessert was humorous. Daniel came to our table, sheepishly asking for summat. Dismissed it at first sight, till kids began to mill. WHATTHEBLEH. He was downing cherries .__. ROFLMAO :D He ate 20 ! So fast niazshxzshxz ._. Lols. That night kids went visiting rooms... din cuz Mom wouldn't let. Nathan is Shaun ( and Ryan ) is ( are ) emotionally attached to Nathan ('s cuteness. Blinded by it, actually ). The End.? [By the way, I did one minute of silence that night for the MCR concert staged in Singapore, at 9:00 pm Japan time and 8:00 pm Sg time.] 12th December - DisneySea After ( almost ) tearful ( -.- ) goodbyes, ( no more noise dominated the vehicle called the bus ) we were going to... DisneySea ! Shuttle bus is cute. Did a ballerinadance. Passed off to Noah. ._. MRT ! Rides. Nicest - Journey to the centre of the Earth Fireworks ! ( love ) Scariest .? - Indiana Jones Coolest - Flounder's Fish Express ( Umm I think. ) ( Child's play is fun ! ) Bestest - What a sweet escape. Won't write more but will keep in memory. One last Disneyland to hit is Hong Kong! Piece of cake though. Japan is love! So is Mutton Munchkin -.- HAHAS. Ciara Ciao (: =) (= Nami Takami - Reason - Gundam Seed Destiny ! 13th December - Disneyland Muttons and Mittens took 7 packets of sugar to keep ourselves awake. :O Check our bags for BOMB stuff Went in to take photos ! ( insert pics along the way ) With the balloon-lady Pirates of The Caribbean The Slope was so Mild That we all screamed -.- Okay lol Jungle Trail! I like the tour guide.. So quirky and so early in the morning.. Good neh Big Thunder Mine! I like it it's the best -f5- We wanted to sit the nice flume ride but it was closed); -Pause for a moment while Mutton is distracted by thots of Shaun- -We are listening to Thunder ;P- -We forgot -.- - Fastpass Haunted Mantion. Sat it's a small world :] so colourful, neh! Alvin videoed -f5- illegal ;P Omg, I can't remember the rest :] the above information was sponsored by Nathan! With some help from Mommy. Umm, we met Sha Ren :D Her mom spotted me in my LD Jacket! See, our CCA is recognisable around the globe! Wowza. ( neat handwriting ehs ) Haha then Sharon saw me at the teacups. My turn to watch her... Nathan noticed that the purple teacup was spinning abnormally fast -.- I rofled while waiting x watching. LMAO(: Screamed "Yo Xiia0to0t!" Ehehe. Talked abit. Recommended rides. Haha then she geeteegee to find her tour group. Our flight back's tomorrow, same timing but on different planes ); Anyways we went to sit some cool stuff like the Toontown Kid Coaster, Buzz Lightyear AstroBlasters [My high score is 23 000!], Space Mountain -heart- ! Road runner agains! (:, Haunted Mansion.. and the.. cutest.. Pooh's Hunny Hunt! Hee :D :O :) What a nice day! Perfect timing to appear ( no, not an apple-pear! ) for the fireworks.. one of the things I like most in the world, even if i do think a little of the environment everytime one is set off :] Guess the other thing I love (: Bought stuff! Cool huh. Show you if i can. Feet swollen ;x soaked. NSIMR! GNS. -insert drawings- -insert scoreboard- Sorry. Interrupted by drawings and Scoreboards. Checks! Umm the last few initials meant "Nathan slep in my room! Great Night's Sleep." He's veh funny haha Well we are flying off the next day... ): and (:, I guess... 14th December - 767 Woke up so late, Nathan wakes up so fast -.- So breakfasted late, blahsblahs Shopping in the morning Bought *[b]A LOT[/b] of stuff Airport... Macs Taobao! On board.. then until now.. watched movies ( Mr Bean's Holiday, Stardust ), vids ( Just For Laughs Gags ) , played cards with Mutton, want the scoreboard? -.- hee. Audio : Jenny - The Click Five Baby Love - Nicole S. feat. Will I Am PIctures of You - ? Love Song - ? Yes the only few okay tracks :] Ah Ee's doing Sudoku. We're bored now... 11 :48.. means landing soon.. Haha Haagen-Dazs! Jealous? ;P Losing at computerized blackjack -.- "How many more time left?" If only time was dealt in spades. -signing off- P.S. I saw :D [s] Mr Bean's [/s] MY HOLIDAY (:
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