guns & roses
Tuesday, April 29, 2008


dnd


I have the confidence

I have the will

And best of all,

I have the team

to stick with me through the good times and the bad.


A debate team is special.

Because we need team dynamics. That, especially, will help us when we prep and when we have fun together or stress out over competitions. It's something unique that no other cca/ group has. It's like studying but cooler.


And I'm glad that all of us can put our differences aside, carve our words out not-so-bluntly and still come clean with each other. It's a very great effort - and a sign that we're gonna put in our best, after all the trainings and help from Xuwen and Claire especially and encouragement from friends. For U14s! And all the future spars.


That after today

I needn't worry any more

Because at least

There's one thing which'll

Never change.


dnd - 1314.

In layman terms. (:
P.S.: to Hillary OH VEY, (R) :
Can't Find Your Nicholas Quah Peekture.
Still, spazz on
:D
P.S. : to Shuqing <3>
I love you crazy MCR fan and Moirarah too :D thankyew!
P.S. to Claire
Thanks for sacrificing and compromising to help us through to the best of your ability ;)
P.S. to Huaitian :O
Sorry for not remembering but.. Happy Birthday (;.. Please feel better!
P.S. to Erina :&
Sorry if I've been pissed off at you sometimes this month. Hope you can still smile through always. Thanks for the help with science, rep :D
P.S. to Sharon Giraffaffa :
Hope we can patch up, open up and share soon. Look forward to being more carefree though we are still in the same class.. looking forward also to your future decisions, and always hoping the present will stay forever. ;)
P.S. to Mr Alex Teoh:
Thank You for coming to SNGS. Although I am quiet most of the time in class and don't ask questions frequently unlike what you constantly urge, I admire that you bother to teach us something different every lesson and look beyond and classroom and grades. It's comforting to know that not the whole world is on a fixed path.. and that others feel and spread God's prescence too.
P.S. to DND ( Debaters Next Door ):
ROCK ON, CUZ WE'RE GONNA BLOW THA' NEX' SHIDAZZLE HURDLE IN OUR `FACE APART. Y


8:37 PM


Thursday, April 24, 2008

Thank you, for all the people
Who have made a shiny mark on my life
Thank you, for all the people
Who have made a rusty dent in your strife
Thank you, for all the people
Who ask me if I'm feeling down
Thank you, for all the people
Who ignore me when I wear a frown
Thank you, for all the people
Who make me cry for happiness throughout the seasons
Thank you, for all the people
Who make me cry in despair for all the wrong reasons.
Thank you, for all the people
Who are in One Truth 07 and I've never forgotten
Thank you, for all the people
Who are in Two Justice 08 and not one of you rotten
Because inside I still hope to see
Someone who cares, I pray
Deep down inside of me.






I have you to thank for especially, Nicole. God Bless.

5:57 PM


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

maris stella high school performing arts fanfare!

Go Nick! Woohoo!
-The world groans in mock defeat as they give up all hope of fathoming this unusual die-hard fan.-
Okay this is my first ever band concert that I'm attending. You guys should really go next year if you wanna let loose or somethin' (; I recommend the Suka team. Because we girls need to show appreciation for our drummer which we couldn't do without (oops) right? (ticks $15 each) Muahahha.

Well anyway. The short skit by the Drama wing before it actually began was quite amusing. They talk quite slowly and one of them flashed his butt for information roflolmao. The two MCs are interesting speakers(; The Symphonic Band was really good. Each piece always began fast and alternated quickly; ever catchy and the sound was simply magnificent. Eh, no joke keh. Another band member gushed the last part one okay -winkwink-

And then...
"ENCORE!!!!!!!!!!"
What the lol !
Disco lights started flashing
ABBA's "Dancing Queen" started playing
8 SHOCKING DANCERS LEAPT ON STAGE
AND STARTED SHAKING

And..
To not let you guess..
Let's just say one of them was very
Very
Familiar
LOLZWDHZOMG:DHAHAAHA.

I couldn't have IMAGINED Uncle Yuen Long, Joyce, Jonn and Auntie Li Meng's expression. After that fascinating finale, in which we learnt that "Chewcheepeng can dance!" the discussion immediately riveted on "Where on earth did he practise that. I wasn't aware of.. of this.. at all!" - Flabbergasted parents

Eternally proud!

Long live the spontaneous "hardcore" spirit of Maris Stella!

After the intermission, the CO part was really cool too(: But it takes a while to appreciate and get Chinese string, pipa erhu stuff :D or maybe, -dark look- it's just me.
Ahahha!
Both conductors were very animated. The podium is your sword!

Then there was a Symphonic Band + Chinese Orchestra combination? And it was totally unique and cool. One conductor, one blend of music from two different styles! Awesome,

Guess what was the ending...
"And I now invite you all to stand, and sing the School Song!!"
-gape-
-like apes-
Gasp. Huh.
As one!
The crowd rose
With many "Hey!"s very unlike those made by Avril
And manly but not so deep "Hugh!"s very unlike those made by the Hulk
Proceeded to sing the school song (x2)
(There was an encore, you see)

Omlol so entertaining. I'm so coming back there again!
Happy 50th Anniversary, Maris Stella High School! :D
Support you always, LOL

We perceive our students as seedlings ...
These strong saplings will soon grow into strong trees...
Each strong tree will be a "Man for Others" with the following characteristics:
He is humble and unselfish in all his accomplishments and achievements
He values himself as a unique person and learns to value others as unique persons
He thinks well
He knows when to listen and when to speak
He is an individual who is willing to learn all through his life
He is creative, capable and has the ability to lead others to achieve at a high level and to take on challenges
He is an individual with a co-operative spirit whose main preoccupation is always to serve his fellow men
He is a determined and diligent person who perseveres courageously against all adversities
He is a considerate, cultured and dignified individual able to appreciate the fine things in life and live graciously


(http://www.marisstellahigh.moe.edu.sg/Secondary/mission.htm)

MAJULAH, MARIS STELLA PERFORMING ARTS!
(Onward!)

ONCE A MARIS,
ALWAYS A MARIS.

12:26 AM


Saturday, April 12, 2008

just today with the world on hold-



april _seventh _ beyonce b-day

It wasn't a grand-slam-kinda-affair but it was pretty heartwarming(:

Shuqingtreegirl gave me a really nice card with super touching words; can't reveal, mush to the the extent and seeecrett :D

And Yorklyn was scared she was going to be late and ran all over Angmokio/ Yiochukang to give me my black envelope with special camera-style-glossed-pictures and she's really sweet and they're really cool. :D I am so mean lah.

And I got many many wishes.

(Almost) in order- (Forced and not forced wishes)

april 6th

Pokemon, Neo Jialing, Clara C., Qiuhui, Baby V



april 7th

[the-midnight-show]

Sharon Way, Leeshuqing huggy, Yorklyn, Vanessc., Jun Hao, Yinny, Wayne



[day-time-freaks:D kiddin']

Erina, Chantel Bay, Hillary Teory rodent, Genith, Amanda F., Jolyne (with a bigfatslobberykiss), Heidi, Esther (thanks for the bookmark present:D i shall read each page with love) , Mel, Janice L., Cheryl-emo-hair, Sharon L the Giraffe, Xinling, Charmaine, Chaotah-bunneh, Moira love, Nicole Y., Nick, Angelique, Alicia C., Martha, Marie gua, Li Lin, Cabrini taxiprint, Yuanhao, Nicole A., Keefe, Hannah, 2J-with-birthday-song, Priscilla, Qi Hong hero, Zhen(squared), Michelle, Yvette, Bryan (on behalf of DeDevilzV), Yinga, Jaena, Bindhu



thanks homies ;)



april _ninth _ extraction



Owh.

Braces suck

Anesthetic injection hurt tightern' a stink-worm's sting

All for facially beauty straightennnnnnnnerr reasons

Never!

again and there never was anyway

Bloody dracula (not mr.a) mouth, vamp

Sleepless ache.

By the way Moirabahrah gave me a gigantic board with HAPPY 14th, and lots of pictures and words of stuff that I like. :D It is so fascinating and cute and I'm keeping it luh (it also has a peekture of her she knows i idolise her i know you know we both know that's just a joke) :D

Survived mock Napfa in school 8 rounds 13:04



april _eleven _ jg semi-finals at ri



We saw the HCI juniors (hides faces) and I stuffed Ali's chrysanthemum packet in with my track pants. Lugged to church to find out practice was over. R.I. has small but air-conditioned classrooms and no I did not see any sign of Shi Kai Cheese or Yong Joong (or however you spell Rodent's crushzshxzshxz) or Darrin (or however you spell BlackBay's crushzshxzshxz)

Congrats to Nanyang, but I think both HCI and NY are relatively good teams



And comm interview was terrible, I'm not gonna get in for comm o9 cuz all the other "candidates" are like so much better :O And I put the lowest wish to get re-elected, like on a scale of 1-10, 6. Everyone else put eight or seven-and-a-half i think. Haha, it's quite sad cuz I like working with Shuqing a lot and it's gonna be more exciting as we get more roles and stuff in LD. Well, maybe I'll have a shot at comm 1o cause I'll be dying to contribute ideas to Night Trail, muahaha :D so fun please and the feeling of a bonded LD spirit is one of the best feelings in the world. Seriously. I love my CCA and I don't repeat it for every second of the day that I'm living' but I do know that quite a few of my friends really feel that way too. Haha. Passion, spirit, love = ELDDS :D No matter drama / debate / lit wing or what shit we're still tight to the end manz. :D see urban dictionary.

Nice shukubutsu :& and moirarahzebra said they'd share to get me a mcr merch! Omg huggspazz ((:



april _twelve _happy birthday charyl lee :D



Haha, weird title but i didn't really think there was a need for one. Well I was at Girraffe's house today for the Macbeth group project, and I just cleaned my ears of all that crap talk haha. Her food is really cool, and so's her mom who made them haha. Crackerstunatomato :O But they watch like kong-zi related family shows to bond and reflect so that's freaky yeah.

Anyway, I'm going to have to put on my fastbraces soon oh how I despise eating with the separaters now. They hurt like hell): Going out with Erina and Angelique (aunties checking themselves out in the mirror) is frightening but fascinatingly odd. I broke the leaking (li-qi-ing)'s slipper o.o?! and felt intimidated by Miss Retro's frightening clubbing gear, complete with tube-top and cloth-cover.



Feel kinda bad cause I turned down Yosh, Q and the kids as well as Timmy Turner's BY discussion just to hang out (in a weird fashion) and waste the hours away in a chatterflew meeting. But the designer shop at plaza sing was an eye-opener.

____________
And so you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
But it's not so bad
Cause you're the best I ever had.

8:34 PM


Wednesday, April 02, 2008


day of faith


I cried today, again.
But not out of fear, not out of resentment, not out of bitterness, not out of hurt but
because I was touched.
It may seem a simple act which could be dismissed as a wave-
but it really meant a lot to me.
It meant, that much to me.



april o2 o8.
You know, I really detest NAPFA. And though it was not the actual one, weekly practice for it was already deadening me to the core.

"Another seven more to go!"
"Ugh.."
"Five more jumps!"
"Okay get over here now and stretch your legs straight on the floor, facing your partner"
"Screw P.E."

But after the aches-cramps-muscle-stringing freak show which involved knee-sliding-on-sweat,
it was time for the
dreaded
four rounds demanded of today.
Running.
Well, I didn't start off very positively
Two rounds and I knew I wasn't going to last.
But it wasn't really an option to stop and have a rest, so I pushed on, relentlessly.
Until the end of the third round.
Just one more to go,
and yet I lacked the strength,
I lacked the energy,
I lacked the courage,
needed for that last burst of 400m.
And puffing right behind me came Moira. She whispered a "Jiayou" and gradually overtook me.
Then turning back,
she saw that I was seriously struggling
And without hesitation
Slowed down
And took my hand
My sweaty, gross, disgusting, worn, given-up hand
Clasped it, and ran
Ran with me,
Towards the finish line
Newfound confidence in the midst of collapse,
A hand to hold
Really left me with faith
That someone was there
Just holding on.
And we made it.
10.03.
When Ms Rozana was doing her de-brief, of sorts,
I just..
Thought about that gesture. That honestly saved me.
How she sacrificed her A timing,
to get me through the fourth final round.
How it had really strengthened me
When everything,
from overtaking runners, your own depleting confidence and ability, even the glaring, obstinate sun
Is against you
She really
Really
Made a difference.
A tear.
Two, three.
Tiny, but they trickled
So thank you Moira
I couldn't have done it without you.
And if it's of any difference..
It was the nicest, kindest, most touching thing anyone had ever done for me.
God Bless
And I'll remember o2o4o8
Happy Faith Day.

9:45 PM



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