guns & roses
Monday, March 31, 2008


fiesta

4am

guinness, singapore, records

dr. william tan

sandwich-board-girl

coffee bean

11.28am

3ooo

ringo

thirst

acheflatfoot

meteorite

shuqing

monkeys

long-armed-elusive-badasses

gunsorrifles

nicole a., wins prizes

badge, china doll

home

th pllwmn

the pillowman

disturbing

dark

mother

parentage

kenturian k kenturian

iCried

murder, abuse

psychological

mr a, sms

top-row-view

bangshootclaptrapdead

thought-provoking

$51 sistic

okaydreams

heroes marathon

still don't fathom story

fell asleep

betrayal

church

tired

home

"friend" leaked on friends

no more trust, not ever

2nd

online, fatale

love

monday

blues

homework

no school

murmurs: singapore fashion festival period

5:28 PM


Sunday, March 16, 2008

step up ii; the streets

Absolutely hot


Shedazzle, enough said.

By the way he'll dazzle this Saturday with three booms and a crash and no fire's fight away :D

I love the breakdancing moves, I hope MSA has enough money to cover for all the graffiti and damage done in the TWO shows! Haha.

Step Up II definitely managed to beat the first in terms of hype, groove music with heavier hip-hop beats, tons of times more dance action and experimenting with crew clothes.


But the first has more storyline and mushiness haha(: Tyler Gage / Channing Tatum came back and absolutely blew the first battle with Andy at the club.

Cool, applause ;)

Just watch it seriously but if you can't stand the heavy club beats and meaningless movies, hehe this is not for you (:


You could steal my heart, turn it into a machine, control it, mould it,

And you'd still get away ( through the rain and out of sight )


7:26 PM


Sunday, March 09, 2008


sweetslovers


All the good stuff happening!

Only those which I'm gonna say, hehe

Okay, soooooo lazy to post the pics! Soon, okay!

Um, [u]PHS[/u] Carnival.

So hot lol. But I had fun with York and chatting with the other maple dudes/dudettes.

:
QQ

KJ

Jianwei

Shi hong ( curry )

Sandra

Jean

Cheryl Sng


Wah okay. Want to L.M.A.O at the last person.

First time meeting her, and she is zomgingly HYPER.

I cannot take it I tell you. LOL.

Most amusing thing was, Haunted House.

York and her immediately became hi-fiving best pals.

Who screamed the house down. Literally.

Even the ghosts were freaking out.

And they gave Cheryl a LIGHT, and she shrieked even more.

Eardrums, you pray pray I no surgery ah !

Interesting afternoon. Met Rache, Debs but didn't see the rest of the Youths, including Anna.

Kewlers! Helped abit with the rough day thanks to mom.


Er, NEXT UP!

ZAKUM ❤

I have no words to describe it because if I do I would be terribly [u]misjudging[/u] it.

But it's TRE cool !

AND IT WAS A SUCCESS <3

THANKYEW SO MUCH:

ZAK PARTY AND ORGANISER

SLEAZYGIRL for VIP SLOT RECOMMENDATION

MAGETARO MOMMY for doing PRE-QUEST 1, SHOWING UP @ BUNK

XIAOSKYSINX BRYAN for doing PRE-QUESTS 2, 3, SHOWING UP @ BUNK

MISSGEMSTARS LADY for providing pots, TEACHING ME HOW TO ZAK, SHOWING UP @ BUNK

and..-drumroll-

STEVIEQQ DaQQGurl for STAYING WITH ME THROUGHOUT, SHOWING UP @ BUNK, POTTING FOR ME ALL THE WAY and ENDURING MY SCREAM THERAPY

Okay. Spams over.

Thankyewsomuch :D
Random addititional joys:
Unanimous win for SN against Temasek Academy!
Lame fishball scamming and sweet selling
School's out :D


sweetthingsinlifelovingday!

11:55 PM


Thursday, March 06, 2008

erasers

Don't wanna talk about sucky, boring, ol' life.

QOTD:
"y u think a pencil at the back got eraser"


hearts of compassion are missing from this life ❤
mistakes were born to be corrected √
you have not lost the race until you admit defeat. ©


9:47 PM


Sunday, March 02, 2008

run to you

Another ridiculous day with my mother pissing me off again.
Yes, our relationship is still..
Let's put it..
Non-existent, probably my fault
I just can't stand her screaming about irresponsibility every time she sees me.
Anyway, today's sermon and song played was "Higher Ground". And it kept ringing in my head from 2-4am! Coincedence? Cool.
Smf
Nick played in the sanctuary and for youth (I'm noob cause I can't play on the spot :D) and he rocked. He always does, impromptu or not! It's so unfair but it really moved me haha. Which is why I'm going to put the lyrics for the youth worship songs here.

I Will Run to You lyrics

Your eye is on the sparrow
And Your hand, it comforts me
From the ends of the earth, to the depths of my heart
Let Your mercy and strength be seen

You call me to Your purpose
As angels understand
For Your glory, may You draw all men
As Your love and grace demands

And I will run to You
To Your words, of truth;
Not by might, not by power
But by the Spirit of God
Yes, I will run the race;
'Til I see Your face
Oh, let me live in,
The glory, of Your Grace

I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever lyrics

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free;
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of
whenYour love came down;

I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever;
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever

Oh, I feel like dancing -
it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we're dancing now

I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever;
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever


God Bless my denial in Piano, Time Management and the upcoming all chapters-combined Science Test on Thursday, as well as the Term One PPR. Thank You for giving me friends who I can count on always; give me the strength to get through the last week before the holidays, and enable me to move my faith to higher ground. Also my maple friends who are helping me with the Zakum pre-quests as I do not have enough time, and also for offering to accompany me on that fated day..
Thank You for everything good that has happened in my life and help me to treasure and keep in memory in soul and in heart all those. I hope that when the time comes I will get up, go out and do what you have called me to do.
Keep Singapore safe from the J.I. Terrorist. Also, the rest of the world.
Shower us with Your blessing and wrap us safe in Your protection
I could sing of Your love forever.
Amen

6:13 PM




take me to higher ground


Just almost-finished art!

Getting coloured pencils tomorrow and finishing in church, I hope

I'm drumming :O

The song advertisement from Star World is ringing in my head.. try as I might, I can't find the title of that song though!

And don't look back in anger - oasis is in my headie twoouh.

Emotionally uplifting pics!






Reach for me;
And take me to higher ground..


3:15 AM


Saturday, March 01, 2008


the divine wind and tears lost in the rain

It is a very, very exceedingly extremely wonderful devised piece, about war. Go watch it!

A dynamic and compelling work of physical theatre examining the kamikaze spirit. War is by no means something that starts overnight, but rather a very calculated preparation by political forces. The indoctrination of the glory of death and the brandishing of the rifle and sword from the corporeal expression of six actors reveals how humans can lose the sense of being Human. Advisory: Mature Theme (12 years and above)

That's just the synopsis given on the crashout and gatecrash webpages, but I'm here to give you a play-by-play and my thoughts on the performance, even if we weren't asked to do the drama j. cuz someguymoumourenz didn't want to mark. :D

So mean :D

Well, we saw the King from a thousand different things! and I think the Prince but he didn't recognise us. Haha. Same people always meet again, in the drama scope.

Anyways; the Necessary Black Box was an interesting location, as its name describes it it literally is, a black box. Which is for multi-purpose use. They had three main elements - pool of water, sand and lighting. Okay maybe plus one more - use of the gigantic screen behind the "stage" which some videos were played occasionally at specific times during the performance.

As the synopsis says, okay I'm condensing this into my own words, the storyline is about war and trying to fathom why people fight and war ensues although all it does is cause harm to people. Millions and millions of people who are ravaged by this.

The scene started off with 6 actors, of different nationalities, dressed in simple white shorts and tank tops/singlets. And they played a game, somewhat like "Coca-cola", where you have to step on another person's foot with a given number of steps. And they'd say: China declares war on.. Russia! In 14 steps. And the game goes on.

I think this is meant to show that it was unintentional; how it started off as a game. Just a game, between friends. Just having divided from "Mother Earth", into various nations. When different countries were friends.

And then they discovered a brown long-sleeved cardigan, and army pants with a buckle. They let Amy wear it. All were singing joyfully in song, with Amy leading them; and then she ran off. The other five, left confused, returned to search for similar outfits in the sand. Soon one by one found them; but all with differing reactions. Most of them grabbed the garments and clutched them protectively. One went: "I will join you." And they left together, for war. But in the end, no one waited for anybody else. As animosity and distrust built up, there was very obvious tension from the silence albeit the rustling of putting on the uniforms. Mood was clear as well. The last one, however, found a Commando's jacket. And he would be the first leader.

Game evolving to the next stage. Competitive; now separated they stand.

This man with the jacket forced them to stand in one line; going through trial after exercise in their training. It was tiring but meant to do them good. And then in the night when all were resting, the chinese fellow took the jacket lying in the centre, and became the next "Ruling General". He was really cruel and I think was meant to show a likeness to Hitler; he kept laughing and forcing the others to roar with laughter. The mood however was tense as the laughter was fake, pretending to be genuine in the face of cruelty. The indian man got his mouth stuffed with sand. That was the snapping point of the string; made an impact. Thus following that, almost all the soldiers took turns to become the next General.

Cruelty and the Abomination named War.

They made use of the water element when they were forced to put their faces in repeatedly. In, out, in, out. This showed the anguish as said by the Brazilian Director and the "refreshing" wake up call of vicious reality. Ont guy actually resisted the temptation to gain power though, and I think he's the tallest guy named Zachary. Cool. And then Amy was eager to finally get her turn, thus forcing them to stand in a line. Here they made a joke! "2B or not 2B. That is the question." Philosophical Shakespearean. Anyway she asked some of them, what they desired. The answer being: women. ( pronounced wee-mehn ) then, what they would like to do with them. to that they produced quite gross answers. Except Zac who longed for only one. :O

To capture what is not rightfully yours (women) in war, and claim it as such. To take away the virgin freedom of others. But tell me soldiers, are you not the ones in captivity as well?

And there was this part where all of them were drunk. And they began to fantasize and write letters to the people they missed back there in their homeland. The touching one was two lovers separated by war and it changed their relationship, however close they wanted it to be it just couldn't come true. Appealed to the emotional side. He twirled her like a doll :O but the love was silent-sacrifice and two sided. Which was good. A section where this spanish/mexican guy spoke in his own tongue; the point here was actually not what the words meant, but the melody and tone of the voice, a part which came from the actor himself. Making use of what they had to improvise! Fantastic. The chinese spiky-haired guy spoke about the turmoils and lies/secrets he kept from his family member; but still when he wanted to confess much much later, he could no longer do so.

Missing home. I love you too much to pen down anything which could summarize what I'm feeling right now.

A section, where they sang the enemy's national anthem. They were rebuked and taught another song about the fierce eagle. This was unusual and we laughed as they sang staring up at the screen- karaoke style. The words filled up with colour as they sang it! Haha. But it underlined the foreign understanding of patriotism. What does it actually mean? To sing a song you believe in? To die and sacrifice oneself for your own country because it demanded so?

Induced many thoughts and alleyways I never thought would be connected to war.

I think there are many other impactful bits. But when the last part came; and they all decided to stop playing the game, which had evolved into much much more; stripped off their army gear, and jumped down with dignity and a sense of letting go; remaining with the white apparel they had originally started off with. And all of them began, in Marie's words "Why are they dancing?! Why is there so much dancing" to stretch and flex and try to be the country they were right from the start, before war had ravaged them. Then they kind of became friends again; but what do friends do best? Play games. And thus the cycle begun; the final scene closed with a loud "Stop!" as the Declaration of War game began and the thoughts of who to attack next raced through the first player's mind.

World War II?

Really good. I'm sorry if I kinda spoiled the whole thing for you, but I honestly learned a TON about control, conflict and mood from this piece. Done by students, if you can believe it! Who improvised for a month and produced this magnificent collaboration piece. Oh sorry I forgot to add in, the last part also included a short video showing some older generation Singaporeans talking about how the Japanese treated them. And this old funny Dill guy! accidentally mentioned how America's President was weird. :D And then he kept going, "Will I get into trouble for this? Eh I don't want to get in trouble for this. You can edit this out right? This is not going to be on TV?" Then they repeated his line again and again LOL.

We got to speak to the Director, Leela Alaniz! and see the 4th cohort of actor-students, all the performers; AMY TAM, SOO MING, SREEJITH RAMANAN, SAJEEV PURUSHOTHAMA, RUIZ LOPEZ and ZACHARY HO. They are simply awesome!

Very good. Best Mr A has brought us to! I ain't kidding!

Details:

The Necessary Black Box,
29 Feb to 02 Mar 2008, 8pm
01 to 02 Mar 2008, 3pm
TTRP- Theatre Training and Research Programme presents

The Divine Wind and Tears Lost in the Rain.

What I just can't fathom is what inspired the title.


11:14 AM



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