guns & roses
Saturday, September 29, 2007

agape, again

AGAPE
PL Funfair, and I met:
-Bindhu ; bunny you SUCK traumatising me with iChips ;D and i thought what free giveaway iPods! yours izz sexy
-Clara C. ; eyerh not fair how come you can get an acash card for free!
-Isabel Keng ; z ! forgot to ask Hillary's question, how tall are you now ;p go answer her next door lahhz ;p
-Izabella ; looking the same as ever ;p
-Li En/Jae ; with Rachel Wan, morning was the best ever! it's alright about not winning the most money collectors award. hahas. 1-6 peeps are hardworking candy-flossers!
-Janel ; with a rather gross shirt after the sticks were pasted on
-Phillida ; ahem cool to meet ya(:
-Priscilla ; ee so cute, but the hair's dead manz ;P thanks for attacking my cheeks on 29 sep 07 iie lurbbfe eiiuux. congrats for 2nd in the school and lvl, earning money ;d
-Rachel Wan ; you rockzshxzshxz. so great to see yahh (send me pix on msn!)
-Tasmin ; Tasmanian devil long time no see okay nice hugg ;p ahh windmill girl I bought from your stall okay! jellyjellylove
-Vivian ; what a nice friend I made today! heehaeahaaheah.
-Vivian [other] ; ran across the road to hug me while the numbers were still ticking

Hahas and I saw Melodi (staring at Nick buying, zomg they bought from Bunny's stall!), Nick (buying two packets of Nachos o0 like your name ahahas Nacho Cheese ;P),Hannah (DDR-ing), Wanlin Uncle (slime stall), yeh these B;Pres yahhs.

Hillary, sorry I forgot to ask Bella (Isabel) her heighteo! Lmaos(:

Agape = love

I suggest you read the pink parts only if you are feeling high.
______________________________________________

AGAPE
can also have another meaning.
mouthAGAPE.
In shock, horror, looking at macabre, or simply amazed at BellZ conceptual `d-hot photography.
Today's Ice-Kacang project ended better than the process, which was a disaster. I'm sorry we made such a rash promise that our end product would be better than your group's, Milkshake lahhz ours cannot cut Joanna ehs ;P Ohdear.
Ran to approx. 6 neighbours houses for cameras,
Called Bay but couldn't get through,
Called Marie but she was out,
Screamfaintrolledonfloor(laughing with terror)
You don't get the picture
We didn't even have a camera =.-
And thus our artistic skills will not be able to beat Hillzery's group T.T
Omlol, what a disaster.

The other bad thing was Sharon, Erina and I released our anger at Cabrini.
Sharon couldn't take the injustice anymore, the split personality and fake confusedness, the very high expectations of friends that caused the downfall of our friendship..
I just hope you understand what we had to go through.
It was very painful, and I think when you need help you should ask and receive the help nicely and not tell different stories to different people. You should also consider the burdens others are going through because of you. It has to be two-way, which is also what you said, remember? So please do not expect so much of your friends, just because you cannot see how they are trying doesn't mean you can complain about their worthless efforts.
Those advice, effort and time spent on you is completely wasted, as you told me quite a couple of times.
I carried on throughout your words.
Until I realised.
It's not your responsibility to break me.
So don't go bent on breaking Christine either.
Think about your words wisely before you rant to someone or ask them to help sort out your life as it is a sacrifice on their part.
If Christine chooses to be kind, I hope you will not use her like you used me.
It is something based on personal experience and I'm very sad a normal friendship had to turn out this way because you really don't know how to treat and treasure the friends you have well.

At least Erina, Sharon tolerated me, thanks so much group, and Saacha hopefully you can help in designing the label? Hehs. Hope you enjoyed the Sabbath! Luckily you didn't have to run all about going crazy ginko nuts. ;P

So again
I so-called b_ch and express my feelings about Cabrini openly.
I really want you to understand. Why it turned out like this, and hope you learn from your mistake.
But when I try and try and never stop trying to get through to you
You give up all the time on me.
I answer your questions tactfully at first
And you give me complicated twisted answers.
I answer your questions truthfully in the end
And you cannot take the comments.
In the end I had to resort to such a low-class effort.


I'm ashamed of my life.
P.S. Nessa Is Love. <3
thanks tons, looking forward to Pretty Cybershot-z and Xanga!

11:01 PM



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OMG THANKS LEESHUQING FOR STAYING UP WITH ME UNTIL APPROXIMATELY 3:27 AM ;D
DOING QUIZZES, CHATTING RANDOM STUFFS AND SENDING FUNNY SONGS.
LET'S GO MEET THE TREES AND PANSIES !

MEET FATTY TOO

Y

3:22 AM



ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS:
1. Person who tagged you is:
Shi Hong ( SH, Curryman. )

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Maple Friend/O.F. ( Outer. Circle Friend )


3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-Currylove
-Has no reaction except sarcasm to Jianwei’s birdiness
-Enjoys Linkin Park music
-Wants to find a picture of my face thanks to JW and wants me to try imagining what he looks like, not that I want to
-Not going for the LP concert in SG ):


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
I just realised all these questions are weird cuz I don’t really know him very well ;P
Well he erh. Keeps cracking me up due to excessive saying of “curry”. And calls me weird cause I laugh at his excessive amount of retarded curry saying.


5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
Omg you all are going to guess Curry right?


6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
Are you looking at my face?
If not, look at the emoticon =.-


7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
In the first place!! Scroll up!


8. If he/she becomes your enemy, will you?
Ignore him for the rest of my life which is easy?


9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
His character isn’t bad so he won’t become my enemy!


10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
What kind of question is this, inducing the Molesbians sick thoughts. Pfft.


11. Your overall impression of him/her are?
Okay guy.


12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Flattered I intended you to read this.
HAHA


13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Q: Adeline [ Nothing, that’s right! Nothing is good about me. ]
Or something. Lols.


14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Could you guess.


15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
DJ ;P

__________________________________

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons(:[does not include ppl who have already done it]
1. Shu Qing
2. Erina
3. Colleen
4. Jianwei
5. Christine
6. Qiu Hui
7. Sharon Way
8. Sharon Lim
9. Yorklyn
10. Hillary / Kawai

17. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? [Qiu Hui]
No one, at the moment I think! Hopefully Joey, hehehes.

18. Is no.9 a male or female? [Yorklyn]
Well she might be male………
HAHAHAS ;D
FEMALE LAHHS


19. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Way and Hillary]
What kind of pairing is this?! Why not WAY AND SHUQING or Way + Me
LMAO ;D
See she request her pair to be bolded ;P


20. How about no.8 and no.5? [Sharon Lim and Christine]
O,MG, Christine will bug Sharon everyday for kinder bueno and Sharon will fall into spasms which Christine will snort at with random laughter at occasional times of the day and actually..
Quite good couple eh.
HAHAS


21. What is no.2 studying about? [Erina]What an appropriate question.
Either Lecturing, Deejaying, Science – Physics/Chem/Bio, okay most probably the latter lahhs. She likes to study with other people. Or at night.


22. When was the last time you had chatted with no.3? [Colleen]
Yesterday, considering the time now ;P About Paramore and connections and the concert I think! Goodeo memory(:

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Sharon Lim]
Let’s see .. I think she’s over, LMNT, especially after the R&J video today. Lmaos. I had to explain to her the most famous love story of all time. Tragedy, though. That she wasn’t affected by the sickness, I mean. Anyways, she’s also over The Click Five and now likes Indie : e.g. Dashboard Confessional, My Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus cause Dino likes it too?

24. Does no.1 has any siblings? [Shuqing]
One brother I remember, he likes to show her his armpit hair or something..? Huh, forgot to censor sorry.
Erms, he’s slightly evil.
And one sister, forgot stuff about her ^^


25. Will you woo no.3? [Colleen]
I’m really not bi, Colleen, believe thine words!!!


26. Is no.4 single? [Jianwei]
Well, yeah?
Seehahainyourfacenottome –fanswhoshipJW+me =.-


27. What's the surname of no. 5? [Christine]
KOH. AIYOHS WHY ASK SUCH BORING QUESTIONS FOR SUCH AN INTERESTINGLY UNIQUE PHENOMENON. At least the name lahhs, Christinek-Chaotah-Bunneh-Random-FunnybombomInYorklyn’sWords-LMAO-Fancion ;P

28. What's the hobby of no.4? [Jianwei]
Learning about new stuff, Hugging his bolster, Fiddling with his bed ( don’t ask ), wrapping himself with a lot of blankets, Saying Birdbird, watching tons of Anime and Cartoons, Purposely wasting money using his handphone to call people and failing to connect people by teleconferencing, Jianwei I teach you next time, Screaming during conversations.

29. Do no.5 and no.9 get along well? [Christine and Yorklyn]
Kind of, aiyahs lols, they sat together today for most of the day.

30. Where is no.2 studying at? [Erina]
Oh for goodness sake. Studying is proooooooz. CHIJ SNG!

31. Talk something casually about no.1 [Shuqing]
WHO I AM TALKING TO RIGHT NOW ON MSN ;D
TALKING ABOUT JIANWEI’S ACTIONS,
CREAMER + MILO POWDER,
GOING TO SLEEP LATE,
PHONE BILLS,
MACDATES,
AND OTHER STUFFS


32. Have you ever tried developing feelings for no. 8? [Sharon Lim]
OMG??!!!?!?!? [uses same answer as Shi Hong, really we read each others minds considering the question was meant from him to ME]
Like omg it’s the other way around LAHHS

TwinsEffect.` { Riot! , ( X ) } I've got your runaway smile in my piggybank, baby says:
32. Have you ever try developing feelings for no. 8? [Sharon Lim]
OMG??!!!?!?!?
Like omg it’s the other way around LAHHS

TreeGirl. says:
OMG LOL! TRUE
TreeGirl. says:
( megan so pretty! )
TreeGirl. says:
( megan is the prettiest girl i've ever seen )
TreeGirl. says:
today she told me this , " Shu Qing, I like to smell you. "

SEE EVIDENCE ;D


33. Where does no.9 live at? [Yorklyn]
Near me, yeahs. Ang Mo Kio I think. Or was it Yio Chu Kang I live in. Whatever, all districts anyways.

34. What colour does no.4 like? [Jianwei]
I don’t know ;( uhhs, something to do with powerbeams, lasers and cool stuff? And Guardian Angel, of course.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [Christine and Shu Qing]
Not really, nope. But quite okay friends yep.

36. Does no.7 like no.2? [Sharon Way and Erina]
Are, you, kidding
SO ADORABLE NOW I THINK OF IT


37. How do you get to know no.2? [Erina]
Classmates to friends ;D [same answer as Shi Hong]

38. Does no.1 have any pets? [Shuqing]
Hillary and I?


39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Sharon Way]
HELL YEAH [answer completely opposite from Shi Hong this time]

________________________________
LMAOS

1:48 AM


Friday, September 28, 2007


week

After my life being continually screwed up for :
-people assuming my thoughts and actions
-being blamed for not taking the initiative to say sorry for something I didn't do
-hating the word "initiative"
-being blamed for not being able to make a change in someone else
-being the only one left except a few close, true friends, thanks tons to Erina and Sharon mostly
-being asked why the heck am I up so early at 2am, "studying"
-piling guilt and blame on myself because no-one wanted to take the responsibility
-being the one in the wrong cause I was tired and wanted to go..home?
-making people cry tons of times
-being bribed?
-being ignored and my feelings just not taken into consideration,
-kindness seems to be bigfatshit in secondary school cuz it never pays off

I found it supercalifragilisticexpialidocious-ly dificult to get on with life and still do well, so I didn't manage to save it.

But I really am grateful for the little bits and large shards of concern some people showed to me, and I am finally over this, I have realised ;p

Yesterday, Martha understood finally and apologised, because now any misunderstanding was cleared and I am happy she did not turn out to be one of the many split characters I had analysed and created in my mind. Thank God the haunting has stopped.

Today, Christine seemed to make small actions which kind of made up for our lack of communication for quite long and maybe she really doesn't want to say the real words to my face. And I'm glad that's another thing (almost) straightened.. thanks for taking the initiative and taking the first step.. Thank You God for allowing me to forgive without words..


I didn't deserve the blame to be piled up on myself..

I guess this taught me a lesson on Secondary School life, and how to cope without others breaking you easily. I guess vulnerability is an issue. But I tell you the next time someone uses me or backstabs someone else, I'm going to slam it straight to her face she's the one in the wrong so don't frickin' contradict your own words.

This may sound angry, but seriously it doesn't sum up anything I have been feeling. I do not wish to remember this actually and hope to switch to Xanga but I can't find any nice themes :/

I want to thank the World ;P and especially these people-

God I grew closer to you and indeed you helped me through
Christinek finally believing in me
Erina talking to me every night, discussing about religion and being a really true and close friend
Hillary cookie monster and midnight mute math
Jaena listening about my st. nickies problems lmao
Joanna helping me reason out how I should feel by your just character
Jojo Mojo Bananas hugged me and asked me if the Seven really split up.. concerned Molesbian hearts
Martha recognising real friendship and choosing not to let go of it
Mello being a true molesbian and sticking with me at night, hugging and cheering many people, you really rockstonepebble
Nick still being concerned in the midst of your tough exams and children's shouts of joy for their "happy occasion" ;P
Sharon Lim trying so hard to understand and siding with the more pathetic part of the situation - selfishly me
Sharon Way just looking and talking on msn shows lovely saving shreds of concern ;D
Shu Qing talking to me and sharing with me her personal take, also thanks for saying the line that meant the most to me
Yorklyn dealing with all my ignorance when I couldn't connect with you and still bothering to talk to me and establish our friendship

finally over and done with the non-existent crap;D
thanks for the love and everything that has happened because I am stronger- ( Kanye West hahas ) and I'm sorry I had to break the Seven up because I was genuinely not part of it
I did not say anything in this post sarcastically
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - False Pretence
Like I do sometimes
Sorry
:
Listening to x&Yellowcard

Learnt about Polygons and Angles today, we're going to rush through the whole last part of Math during enrichment week ;p
I really hope my RTs weren't screwed because of the above reasons..
But I promise I will not be biased against my own mind
And *help only when help is wanted
*In the case of Cabrini
And do not lose my character to the competitive, sometimes backstabbing environment..
Because I'm the ["most courageous person I've ever met"]
And I thank you so much for those words

P.S. to Jaena
Jae - Paramore's coming either end of `07 or beginning of `08 so we'll keep hoping ;P

P.S. to O.F.s ( outside circle friends )
QQ - Sorry for not being able to stick with you through your toughest times.. first I need your phone no. ;P and good luck, will pray for you cause you deserve the best your kind heart gives out without hesitance..
SH - Don't try to find my pic cause I'll kill you for it ;D


Y

11:16 PM


Sunday, September 23, 2007

BEP TIX

O,M,G, I CAN GO FOR THE BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT,

LI JAE, WE ARE GOING TO BE ROCKING THERE IN FRONT OF FERGIE, WILL. I . AM. , TABOO AND APL D AP ;D
AND WE ARE GOING TO BE FAMOUS MOMMA THANKS SO MUCH.
AHHS WHATS THE BEST WAY TO BOND CANNZ;P
BUT MCR? I DON'T THINK CAN.
UNLESS I SNEAK IN, AND BETRAY HER TRUST.
WE WILL SEE.
BUT FOR NOW, SAACHA AND ERINA AND HOPEFULLY CHRISTINE, BUY BRAIN INFUSERS CAUSE BEP'S SOUL AND SPIRIT ARE TRE INFECTIOUS.
THIS IS MY FIRST OFFICIAL GIG I'M GOING TO IN A STADIUM
AHHS.

NOTE:
THANK YOU TOO, THE BLACK EYED PEAS, FOR STOPPING AT SINGAPORE [SOON];
YOU GUYS ARE THE INSPIRATION
WHO LED ME TO DEVELOP AN INTEREST IN MUSIC, BE IT
MODERN OR GOLDEN OLDIES,
HIP-HOP OR REGGAE,
TECHNO [Only nice stuff like Digital Love etc. (L)] OR TRANCE,
ROCK OR R&B.

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THE BAND,
AND CHEERS AND A CUPPA-CINO TO NEVER BREAKING UP.
-GLASS CLINKS,-
-THE DEED IS DONE.-
TRANSACTION,
COMPLETE.

(L)

3:28 PM


Friday, September 21, 2007

i know you wouldn't blame me for the world

Seven things to be done before my death
:

1. BECOME A RADIO DJ.

2. GO TO THE MCR CONCERT
3. DRIVE CHAN UP THE WALL.


4. HUG ALL MY HARAJUKU-STYLED HIGH HOT-CLASS FRIENDS.

5. BE A MEMBER OF MY VERY OWN, BAND.

6. GO TO MILAN, VENEZUELA, AUSTRALIA, SOUTH AFRICA, PARIS.

7. CONVERT ERINA TO A CHRISTIAN.



Seven things I will not do even if it kills me
:

1. NOT DO THE ABOVE SEVEN.

2. SAY : I HATE DRUMS.

3. SWIM WITHOUT CLOTHES ON LIKE MY OLD TEACHER FROM AMERICA.

4. GO FALAFEL.

5. HUG FIELD.

6. KISS A MOLESBIAN/HILLARY.

7. GET DRUNK ON ROOT BEER WATER VAPOUR [I DON’T LOVE YOU ROOT BEER] KICKAPOO!.



Seven things I do when I'm away from the public
:

1. HAVE CONVERSATIONS IN MY HEAD AND TELL MYSELF TO LAUGH WHEN I’M TRYING NOT TO LAUGH.

2. THINK ABOUT VARIOUS THINGS.

3. SING QUIETLY AND SECRETIVELY TO MYSELF.

4. SCRATCH MY HEAD.

5. TRY TO RECALL MY DREAMS.

6. REMEMBER CHRISTINE’S SMS ABOUT HER BROTHER SHITTING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO FLUSH THE TOILET BOWL AND ALL THE WASTE OVERFLOWING AND US LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF AT THE THOUGHT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO STOP LAUGHING AND IT JUST FLOATS AT THE SURFACE OF OUR MEMORY EVERYTIME.

7. THINK OF YOU



Seven favourite sentences/quotes
:

1. LMAO.

2.WHATDDHELL.

3. LOL, OMG.

4. ;D

5. YOUR SMILE KEEPS ME UP FOR DAYS.

6. SHIT.

7. DAMN.



Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did
:

1. CALL ME PERFECT.

2. BLACKMAIL ME WITH EMOTIONS, SECRETS, WORK.

3. MAKING ME LOSE OUT. KICK-ASS.

4. QUOTE SHU: ASK ME IF I’M OKAY WHEN I’M NOT, OBVIOUSLY.

5. BEING SARCASTIC, LOOKING GROSS AND FREAKING US OUT SIMULTANEOUSLY.

6. FEED ME WITH CHOCOLATE.

7. HAND ME A BAT FOR PE.

Y


*;D GRABBED FROM SHU QING’S BLOG.

11:59 PM


Thursday, September 20, 2007

eoy rts

English Literature [17/09 Monday]

It was honestly a stressing first paper. Thank goodness I didn't let Chan affect my brain and paralyze me, cause that would be the worst reason not to complete the paper in good spirits.
The good thing was, time management was tight but I managed it alright! Took approximately exactly 15 minutes for each section; Sing to the Dawn, Chinese Cinderella and Poetry.

Only regrets! Damn, studying the plot for C.C., took so much time and they only tested on relationship questions, but I can't really blame anyone for that ^^ except myself! Hahas. Sharon, it's alright, (1) mark won't kill ya in the looooooong run of suicidal group projects and overwhelming common tests. -<3-

Higher Chinese [18/09 Tuesday]

Please check the dictionary for the definition of "Disaster"
I'm getting the worst hell results ever for HCL I suspect. Please, everybody confirms I'm "si ding le", even the answer sheet. Gosh I'm gonna have to read the Advanced Chinese Dictionary after this whole charade monkey business and improve my chinese once and for all =.- support me, do you think it'll work marhhhhhhhzshxzshxzshxz.

Marsiling!
LOL.
Jiayohs One Truth.
In the first place we haven't even seen the application form and the rules, Maomaos.

Some comments are just so extra by me X)

English [20/09 Thursday]

I thought I would be kind of tired after Math, Angles you are the bomb baybeh! Not so hard cannz. Canned food. I freaked out at the comprehension questions, looked so weird o.- Omlol. Ookays. The summary writing, Ms Chan was terrorizing us can before the time was even out, Panic! at the Disco never had so much fun.

Fright of my life, so what if the clock's ticking I have a frickin' screwdriver to turn back time.

Rants can.
Like,
HAPPY,
BIRTHDAY,
CABBY/


CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
cos i changed my ambition to become a doctor
CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
(:
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
LOL
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
why today!
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
then you can like
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"And, dear children, at the tender age of thirteen,"
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"On the precise day of my birthday which is also stated in my autobiography 20 x 9 times, "
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
my birthday = 20/09/1994, idiots.
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"I had a dreadful longing , my desired ambition!"
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"To become a doctor!"
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
" My father tsked and my mother nagged, but"
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"It was all decided."
CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
OoOoOo
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
"My fate! To bring love and healing to the world!"
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
-tears at one's own words-
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
-snorts-
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
-guffaws-
TwinsEffect.` { History , ( X ) } the Milky Way says:
o.-
CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
D O T S
CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
.....
CABBY ,. /Woozer !#` Suddenly over / 4 2 8 + 1 0 0 0 ; says:
...........


LOLS IS A GENERIC UNDERSTATEMENT
SHUT UP, WORLD!
SHUT UP, WORLD !


The Academy Is!
ich liebe
Iie von giib y0wza moitouchebobo BLESSOUNCHE.

Well JY all for EOYs and thanks to all those who wished luck and love,
Wahas.
Hehe.
Anyways also happy birthday to HEIDI CHAN LYN,
Heads turn yeah
Heads turn

Sharon Way, your Fruit Tarts of Doom with the Killer Mousse make you the Finest Human Ratatouille in all the land! Cuz you have the makings of such a good chef, WAHAS.

JY!
I mean technically don't add too much oil, only when one-third of a pinch of salt is added and the tip of the wooden spoon has sufficiently brushed the surface of the mixture, then allow it to slowly simmer and finally add the oil

OMG LMAO.
;D

10:55 PM


Sunday, September 16, 2007

white noise

Omgs.
Jules and Kelly Poscher.
At Burger King! @ Thompson Plaza!
I was smsing Shuqing like crazy, freaking out like woah cans ._.
Also don't know why, it's so exciting!
And then there was this other ( Sec 4 I suppose ) girl who was in Burger King too, and I have no idea why I noticed her, but Daddeh pointed her out. So she was talking to this guy who went to sit at another table. Then J+K walked in with a tray and then J sat studying alone while Kelly chatted with the other girl with blue FBTs ):

Edited SMSes cause like very bad to assume and stuff :O

Shu: Omg Omg Omg. Did she wave back! Omg.
Me: Okay. Zomg. Cautiously leaving burger king,
Shu: Omg :D I feel excited. I don't know why but Yah :D lol lol.
Me: I NEVER EVEN DARE TO LOOK, luckily i didnt scream cuz my father was there too!
Shu: OMG LOL. You damn funny lah :D i should be there to see it :( my cousin from cjc knows her. She has no comments. Lol :D
Me: I know omg so exciting! But cannot spy already): keep looksee sms very obvious!!!
Shu: Omg then Julia how):
Me: So excited i dropped my ice cream! Shit.
Shu: Omg! Megan! I'm laughing like a mad cow now.
Me: Diseases!. Ahhs. Why no wangling. See so many random people.
Shu: LOL, WANGLING?
And she ends it off with
Shu: I'm straight! Not curved or whatever shape :0 Omg. Lol lol lol

I hope this article did not injure anyone's feelings or whatsoever. Just very cool to see seniors! And well Kelly's in JC1 so okay lahhs, seniors and ex-seniors ;D

Lols, Mello just told me
"(R)- Y MELLY says: injury prone (: sprained wrist. says:
sharing saliva = TECHNICALLY KISSING (:"


Mel should be with Adrian cans!

Andands, I saw Surrette Elvis Presley ( CLAUDIA. ) too ;D
You smell turquoise, baby!
Lmao(:

Arghs, I can hear the neighbour beside me crashing on the drums.
I want! But I gotta start studying immediately after I bathe. Or something,
Ahhs History! I have to do better to maintain my standard, not like the last test = 14/25!,
Thanks pom pom team!;

I think my red and white IP Zone Jacket helps me learn new things, e v e r y d a y .
And that's good!

the white noise tells me nothing yet everything

4:13 PM






it's credit cards and stretch black tees

Hey.
Listening to Caracal, I'm still waiting patiently for the shirt! Sorry Leen I can't go to The Fire Fight gig;o I'm sure you'll get your way in! Hahas, I think their sound is cool and hope to hear them next time-eo!

About Me:
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick And think of you Caught up in circles Confusion is nothing new You say Go slow I fall behind The second hand undwinds If youre lost You can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you Ill be waiting Time after time Time after time Time after time Sometimes you picture me I'm walking too far ahead You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said You say Go Slow I fall behind The second hand undwinds If youre lost You can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you Ill be waiting Time after time After my picture fades And darkness has turned to gray Watching through windows You're wondering if I'm ok And you say Go slow I fall behind The drum beats out of time If youre lost You can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you Ill be waiting Time after time If youre lost You can look And you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you Ill be waiting (I will be waiting) Time after time Time after time Time after time`Quiet Drive - Time After Time


Edited friendster profile. Hee this post is so random and unconnected.
Emo people,
I have learned.
There is yet hope.

But you're waiting at the door where everybody's hanging out just like they hung out before You didn't have to do it but you did it to say That you didn't have to do it but you would anyway

Whether the world may hate me for being selfish,
Thanks to my Parents! and one particular incident in school ^^,
I've gone through the experience
And told myself it won't happen again!
So, as for Rin, she may have temporarily given up on maple
But as for review tests, 加油!
For though the poison's in our veins, it's true!
I don't have to think suicidal and get hurt all the time,
Cause I've already had my balance!

And unlike Term III, Term IV is going to be better for me! (If IV is even = 4;p)
I will NOT let
-Ms Chan,
-Friends,
-Jealous the Shinigami-Death-God,
-Taking Back Sunday For Grantedness,
-Whatever that is screwed! Fs!,
Negativeness

Well, screw up my life x)
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I really don't want people to be concerned about me,
Cause I'm going to do okay, and alright!
And unlike some other fake and sarcastic posts and comments [):],
This one's really going to work,
I'm sure of it,
Real friends and stories out there,;

I'm on the Startrack
to Myself.

And I shall now blog in yiN's style, with colours and all cause colours -- rainbows -- CHEESE
Hah made your head turn Hillzery :D



Thanks Binny, Mel and Jo for checking in for random sicknesses!,
People spamming at my tagboard, cute xiaochabohz

cri-sis bolster material

DINO
ERINA
HILLARY
JIAN WEI
KESTER
KJ
NICK
SHARON LIM
SHARON WAY
SHUQING
VAN MOK
VIRGORENE
ZANE

Okays
(Christine? Woahohs)
(Cheryl Cher? Hee)
(Colleen? Heheeha)
(Yorklyn? Giggle)

Googoodolls

AND IMAGINARY FRIEND MADHATTERY ALWAYS

To The Some-bodies I Hold Most Dear:
Take Best Care and Find Your Way



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To: My Guardian Angel,

please tell me you'll stay
and even if it's for a day
you'll stop the sky from turning grey
x

12:57 AM


Monday, September 03, 2007

A Break From Shards

Yay, something prettily normal.

So lag lahhs you, Blogger: Upload Images - Windows Internet Explorer. Hahaha so ungrateful. Seeing! Also that I overslept instead of arriving gracefully and punctually at 8am, Martha called me via house phone (shit, silent mode!.) and ungracefully tell me to wake up. Darn, 8.15 and still drowsy. Threw on the supposed attire and scrambled to brush teeth, "dhennx" chionged to school.

Mama wanted to give a scare, so she, Erina and Xtine moved to the canteen. I had to ask the aunties if they'd seen people wearing the same shirt as me -flicks it retardedly- , and also went to the office and asked MRS GOH. Woahohs, lmao. Same retarded action.

Joanna was later! If not I bet she'd definitely be uber-pissed. Phews. Luck. Gee.

The above picture! We just sat on the wall trying to remember our poses and scream at random people as far as the canteen {above} and the gate {far right} to help us. And of course I used an accent(: Look, a smiley. Rare huh.
Thanks tons who took the effort to help us take! Haha random people

HAHAS DOESN'T IT LOOK HOTTER WITH OUR NAMES

Wallxy

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7:55 PM


Sunday, September 02, 2007


let's not name despair




I spent this entire night chatting with my mother normally. What an improvement in behaviour, Megan. And let's delve straight into the point




You know I feel utterly useless, and this is not some emo post or b_ing post because I really feel that I'm b_ing about someone every day. Do you know, the feeling can tear you apart? I want to clarify stuff with everybody.. everybody that I feel I'm having a really strained relationship with.. to tell you how I'm feeling.. and maybe when you read this and talk to me afterwards, we'd figure this all out. If only it were that easy;




Not according to alphabetical order:




Yorklyn


I know we had a kinda talk that night about everything. And now that you've finally opened up, not that I've noticed at last but I thought it would be fine to carry things on the way it was. The way it kept on going. So I tried to ignore it and it went pretty well. Obviously this can never work out cause; there is too much hurt. Too much damage. We really have to trust each other to make things work. If we get petty over small situations, it's not gonna help any situation or anybody, that is a honest logical statement.




I really am sorry I didn't do anything the whole past time of the year that went by. I'm so stupid and it shouldn't even happened at all. It should have just went by like the first weeks of Term 1. I screwed it, I screwed it didn't I.




I don't think you understand about the sleepover thing.. this is the wrong time.. I mean you can come if you want now, but now you don't feel like anymore.. It's my Term 3 grades have obviously dropped, and while my Mom's away I have a whole checklist of stuff. And about the trusting you to get us both not slacking? Truth is its going to be hard due to all the distractions - drums, lappys, food, tv, xbox, good conditions. And in the first place it shouldn't be a problem with trust because, it's just a natural thing that we would feel like slacking and not get any work done. I don't know why this should affect so emotionally.. it's not like I did this because I don't feel comfortable around you and due to the drifting apart thing.. I'm extremely confused.




There are too many emotions.




ALL THIS MAY NOT EVEN BE ACCURATE , MY STATE OF MIND IS SO BEYOND REPAIR.




Christine


I really want to thank you for cheering me up and with Baby V's help too. And all that emo unstability? Yeah.. and it's just about the clique.. I'm causing everything. All you guys' problems. I don't wan't to be the cause. Everybody's really important and if I'm the centre or something, doesn't that mean it all revolves around me.. but it really doesn't! I see the way we go for recess together. It's a big group. We are dependant on one another, and sometimes on no-one at all. Individual battles.




Martha


I am still thinking about the photo-taking thing, not a lot but I need to clear this up. All of it. Everything. Like that day.. Sharon was trying to help, of course. And Yorkie wanted to drop out. Like she'd been doing for really long. And I wanted too, and you got sad because I wanted it to be equal. Should I always be the one included? I then realised you really wanted me to be in the picture, as you said I'm one of your closest friends. I really appreciated that. But it's just I thought I was in Sharon's group, and somebody else had the great chance of sharing the photo memories with you.. and in the end.. someone went to change my name and I didn't even know about it. I felt pretty lousy about it, like why, was I trying to avoid you? I didn't even understand.. sigh and then it was all such a big mess, my fault. Gosh..




Erina


Sorry I can't talk to you on the phone for long and most of the time, because somehow my Mom always walks in and finds out. And well I feel really bad cause I haven't studied, like tonight when I'm thinking about all the Secondary School friendship relationships and stuff, and how it's absolutely crazy, fustrating and confusing. Confucius Erina, hahas.




Hillary


Now I understand much more. You want to know how you've changed and.. I didn't know your background history and all that.. it's really not the flaws that you have. It's just a different way of expressing. And sometimes that doesn't go over too well, cause we/I don't underastand. And then assumes and fastafter gossips follow. And it can kill you, quite terribly. And about that comment you've made about me a couple of times..


"Megan is everybody's friend."


"Everybody is Megan's friend."


This is extremely stressing. I have to understand everybody. Or else, complications e.g. Yorklyn RLS. And it ends up all being my fault. I am not complaining, stating facts. Seriously. If I wasn't there to "help", would things get worse? Like this?




Mother


I know you don't monitor my blog. But if I could I'd say it out to you in my head. Our relationship has obviously been strained these past few days. My inconsistency in work and all that has led me to many rants about how unfair it is for me. I guess you are also a perfectionist, and expect what should be normal. When I don't get how to do Math problems at first I feel very slow and all, and most of the time you help me and explain via a different method. It helps. And all the tuition stress will eventually help too. Hopefully :/ And i'm just screwed, a lot lately, so I apologise you have to deal with me being.. your Dearest Daughter.




Zane


All the best to your new life and stuff, I really wanna visit La'Salle after you've told me all about your school. And regarding relationship stuff yeah.. good luck :x Thanks for helping me out and talking to me, sharing discussions about interests and stuff. It really helped me get along; move along. So thanks, kor(:




Kester


Thanks kor. For everything. And I really hope you can.. move on.. emotional times are really hard. Just never give up.. especially on yourself, and the people around you. There is someone or someones out there, who really care. Don't worry.




Nick


You did a betterthangreat job, Debussy Arabesque;Complete and We Will Stand. I bet, if God allowed, you could have played drums AND the piano, cause you're a real rare talent, you know.. Of course I know you don't read my blog, but yeah. Thanks for helping me a lot through Sec 1 life, and even before that since a looooooooooong time ago ( yeah a darn long time ago ) you have always listened to me. And I took it the wrong way last time. Extendeeeeeddly grateful... and BEST luck to your life out there..




Sometimes, I feel like


two years, and I haven't even moved

10:05 PM



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