guns & roses
Friday, June 15, 2007

junE churcH camP `-07'
'ellowh all(: Finally back from the June Church Camp , and I kind of had an okay time heh .. not super great but there were the ups and downs yep . Listening to 987's Top Twenty Countdown Chart now , baby(: and finally blogging !. I think I smsed quite a bit in M'sia : ( owh to the phone bills . Well this para here -points down- is going to be my feelings and journal stuff ( Some just written in times of uh anger and such . So its kind of inaccurate to judge completely(: )
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Church Camp ~ KL `07 Jun
"You were my addiction, but then I overdosed ."-Hidayah/Cut [ I was just so crazy over that sentence , it meant alot hahaha(: ]
This is my first trip out of the country for...what , 6 months ? Beginning to think of home already, actually before I left too. Zee , Internet access and Devilicious + BL is my life. Sigh, Geezer . Haha will give them all - cyber hugs when I get back . Also watch One Truth perform. Now I have three reasons to cry . So weak I am . Anyways , now Joyce hates me deeper than the core. Worse than gravity . What a grave situation . Thanks Nick and Leymao for helping , I don't mind becoming her punching bag though . Can tell Sharon Way when I'm a ghost && dead , that its more effective than razorblades . Let me draw some random stuff . Thinking of Hillzy .
-a whole load of random stuff in a circlish-square-
Just know , that everything is connected
in this world
Ifeelsocold
Cyl ; heart , Rin
Day Zero : ( Sunday Best, ) Day One ( Monday Blues ) && Day Two ( Just - Tuesday ) have come , gone and are memories . Been discussion groups , tons of sermons and "Woah. Deep." stuff. Lame jokes and all from Uncle Shee Keong , Alex , Yaoshan and Nick , same old(:
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Hmm . Confusing thing here .
I like making notes .
Hilarious .
(3) .
I suddenly miss the Truthalicious && Devilicious peeps . Leymao's saved me from boredom , I think its like my ( *Capri ) now , though not as good heh . Youth is cool , Sunway tmrwoh . Can't wait to call Shuuu!:D on 13th Jun and ask her how was the reharsal . Also , to dump the responsibility of writing the Drama performance thingo for Mr Adrian . [ saddism censored ]
Woah .
Anyways .
Yeah .
Been lonely , awkward , rarely happy , averagely normal , afraid of my phone bills again ,
Okeh . Another Parental-Youth session again .
I'm not even full of angst or so emo that my grass cuts itself =.=''
This is gonna be over all too soon . && I have found no meaning to it .
Although of course , learnt stuff about God's Word ,
and what kind of disciple we should be .
-just refer to the bloo book .-
Gtg .
I feel so crapped .
-Rinster ( Really In Need , Some Times Eeet Rains ; )
Sunway Lagoon .
Nick wasn't his usual self:/ but as usual , I didn't dare say anything .
Zomg you can't tell my parents , but I went on the Threesixo Viking Ship . Thanks Keefe , the Youth and foreign couple for support..
-stuffed Tim in a 6 layered Tima tubest
-Alvin doesn't need to hold up his tube . Of course he won Aman at the tubashingfight .
I hope Nick idn't tell the - about Matt to the whole world . After two years , I'm starting to have doubts about his trust and friendship . But sigh guess I'll never tell .
Oww my hand and arm muscles hurt .
Hopefully gonna play Betrayal later ( bowling? 78 ) and crash at Mel's room .
My IP Jacket , not decidingtowear .
Been to too many places haha .
Hope Keefe doesn't get stomach flu again .
Still looking forward to home .
Less complicated , safer and more normal .
Okay , do I get high for once in the day only and feel lousy the whole day ?
Nick's gonna drum . Should go now w0rzshxzxshxz .
Can't reach Shu : (
Well .
-gone-
Heyoh(:
Manymanythingshavechanged .
Mindisgreatnow .
Feel much better of course , I think its mostly the touching testimonials && happy bonding ..
Awh too late the mush-factor has affected me big-time :0
Okay so umm , would like to mention :
Yaoshan - Helping me reflect . Things that he said . Not tough to understand but . Deep sinking .(: ENCOURAGEMENT(: and TeeQ!(:
Nick - Making me feel much better , professional to noob woah(: Thanks to his help.. I think I just got sidetracked...he's okay(:
Youth ( In general )
Omg I just dosed myself on sugar(:
Ribena Pastilles lol(:
Everybody's changed .
For good(:
Woah no more emo jacket for kor . Whee .
Teeq .(: Ppllookingworh(: bye
13/Jun
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Okay uh the scraps of my journal have finally ended , phew . Additionals , my comments and stuff now : -
*Haha I don't think I will attempt to write down all my during-sermon notes and stuff , including drawings haha .
*I think Matt fell . Hard . :/
*Uh . Been a confusing time ? But turned out pretty well nevertheless . Glad to say I haven't lost faith in my best friends(:
*NICK WAS BEATBOXING HAHAHA(:
"Be careful what you wish for , for you just might get it all"
Kinda lazy to post anymore . Loves all of you ; especially .. maybe ..
Okay enough stuttered(:

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