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Friday, June 15, 2007
junE churcH camP `-07' 'ellowh all(: Finally back from the June Church Camp , and I kind of had an okay time heh .. not super great but there were the ups and downs yep . Listening to 987's Top Twenty Countdown Chart now , baby(: and finally blogging !. I think I smsed quite a bit in M'sia : ( owh to the phone bills . Well this para here -points down- is going to be my feelings and journal stuff ( Some just written in times of uh anger and such . So its kind of inaccurate to judge completely(: ) : ________________________________________________________ Church Camp ~ KL `07 Jun "You were my addiction, but then I overdosed ."-Hidayah/Cut [ I was just so crazy over that sentence , it meant alot hahaha(: ] This is my first trip out of the country for...what , 6 months ? Beginning to think of home already, actually before I left too. Zee , Internet access and Devilicious + BL is my life. Sigh, Geezer . Haha will give them all - cyber hugs when I get back . Also watch One Truth perform. Now I have three reasons to cry . So weak I am . Anyways , now Joyce hates me deeper than the core. Worse than gravity . What a grave situation . Thanks Nick and Leymao for helping , I don't mind becoming her punching bag though . Can tell Sharon Way when I'm a ghost && dead , that its more effective than razorblades . Let me draw some random stuff . Thinking of Hillzy . -a whole load of random stuff in a circlish-square- Just know , that everything is connected in this world Ifeelsocold Cyl ; heart , Rin Day Zero : ( Sunday Best, ) Day One ( Monday Blues ) && Day Two ( Just - Tuesday ) have come , gone and are memories . Been discussion groups , tons of sermons and "Woah. Deep." stuff. Lame jokes and all from Uncle Shee Keong , Alex , Yaoshan and Nick , same old(: l Hmm . Confusing thing here . I like making notes . Hilarious . (3) . I suddenly miss the Truthalicious && Devilicious peeps . Leymao's saved me from boredom , I think its like my ( *Capri ) now , though not as good heh . Youth is cool , Sunway tmrwoh . Can't wait to call Shuuu!:D on 13th Jun and ask her how was the reharsal . Also , to dump the responsibility of writing the Drama performance thingo for Mr Adrian . [ saddism censored ] Woah . Anyways . Yeah . Been lonely , awkward , rarely happy , averagely normal , afraid of my phone bills again , Okeh . Another Parental-Youth session again . I'm not even full of angst or so emo that my grass cuts itself =.='' This is gonna be over all too soon . && I have found no meaning to it . Although of course , learnt stuff about God's Word , and what kind of disciple we should be . -just refer to the bloo book .- Gtg . I feel so crapped . -Rinster ( Really In Need , Some Times Eeet Rains ; ) Sunway Lagoon . Nick wasn't his usual self:/ but as usual , I didn't dare say anything . Zomg you can't tell my parents , but I went on the Threesixo Viking Ship . Thanks Keefe , the Youth and foreign couple for support.. -stuffed Tim in a 6 layered Tima tubest -Alvin doesn't need to hold up his tube . Of course he won Aman at the tubashingfight . I hope Nick idn't tell the - about Matt to the whole world . After two years , I'm starting to have doubts about his trust and friendship . But sigh guess I'll never tell . Oww my hand and arm muscles hurt . Hopefully gonna play Betrayal later ( bowling? 78 ) and crash at Mel's room . My IP Jacket , not decidingtowear . Been to too many places haha . Hope Keefe doesn't get stomach flu again . Still looking forward to home . Less complicated , safer and more normal . Okay , do I get high for once in the day only and feel lousy the whole day ? Nick's gonna drum . Should go now w0rzshxzxshxz . Can't reach Shu : ( Well . -gone- Heyoh(: Manymanythingshavechanged . Mindisgreatnow . Feel much better of course , I think its mostly the touching testimonials && happy bonding .. Awh too late the mush-factor has affected me big-time :0 Okay so umm , would like to mention : Yaoshan - Helping me reflect . Things that he said . Not tough to understand but . Deep sinking .(: ENCOURAGEMENT(: and TeeQ!(: Nick - Making me feel much better , professional to noob woah(: Thanks to his help.. I think I just got sidetracked...he's okay(: Youth ( In general ) Omg I just dosed myself on sugar(: Ribena Pastilles lol(: Everybody's changed . For good(: Woah no more emo jacket for kor . Whee . Teeq .(: Ppllookingworh(: bye 13/Jun ___________________________________________________ Okay uh the scraps of my journal have finally ended , phew . Additionals , my comments and stuff now : - *Haha I don't think I will attempt to write down all my during-sermon notes and stuff , including drawings haha . *I think Matt fell . Hard . :/ *Uh . Been a confusing time ? But turned out pretty well nevertheless . Glad to say I haven't lost faith in my best friends(: *NICK WAS BEATBOXING HAHAHA(: "Be careful what you wish for , for you just might get it all" Kinda lazy to post anymore . Loves all of you ; especially .. maybe .. Okay enough stuttered(:
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